anything and everything • randomness one

im being dramatic and clingy again

don't talk to me for now for your own good
i will sob if you stop talking to me for 30 seconds
fuck
why am i like this

someone please fucking kill me
or rewire my brain
so i'm not as annoying and clingy

i'm surprised that i have people who care about me even though i get like this constantly
i'm super annoying
oh my god

how does anyone stand me?
i can't stand myself
idk how anyone else can deal with me

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i'm sorry.