i am,

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I am paranoid and scared I wonder when it'll stop

I hear whispering rumors that aren't really there

I see everyone full of calmness

I want the anxiety attacks to stop

I am paranoid and scared


I pretend that it doesn't bother me

I feel like it will never stop

I touch my hand and wonder why it's shaking

I worry about how bad it'll be when I'm older

I cry from my bones aching from being tensed

I am paranoid and scared


I understand medication helps

I say all the time "it'll get better"

I dream one day I will be calm

I try to stabilize myself

I hope the anxiety will leave

I am paranoid and scared


A/N;

k so i literally handed this in for school and i got an A+ so boom.




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