Irresistible

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This is my first attempt of a full fanfic! Don't be too negative but some feedback would be nice! The chapters will be short but I'll update as much as I can! Enjoy!
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Joey's P.O.V

I watch her as she's doing some strange impression of god knows who, making Jaime laugh from across the room. She's so beautiful. Weird, but beautiful.
How long have I felt like this? I don't even know now. It must have been a while but I only noticed it when she started dating Brad.

Of course there would be another guy.

If I'd only had realised it sooner maybe things could be different. But alas she's taken, and not by me. I sigh to myself.

"Dude, you okay?" Brolden turns to me, obviously hearing my sigh.

"What? Oh nothing, I'm fine." I reply not really hearing what he said. I could tell just by the look on his face that he didn't buy it.

"Seriously, I'm okay." I say, without really needing to, which just adds on to his uncertainty.

"C'mon Joey I can tell when something's up. Also, you've been staring at Lauren for the past ten minutes so I'm just assuming it's something to do with her." He tells me chuckling slightly at my obvious gaze.

"Fine, but it's just I don't know how to explain it without sounding gross and cheesy. It's just I can't get her out of my head, there's just something about her that's sticking with me and I can't put my finger on it. She's one of my best friends and I just care a lot about her, you know?"

"I know exactly what your talking about, it's exactly how I felt with Meredith." He glances across the room where Meredith is doing this insanely crazy dance. His face lights up with a smile immediately. I suppress the urge to roll my eyes. You could just see how in love they are by taking one look at them. That's the kind of love I want. The love where you look at someone who is so crazy and dumb, but absolutely perfect and think wow I could not live without this person. That kind of love.

" I know that feeling," he continues, " how long have you felt like this then?"

"I don't even know, I guess I realised it when she started dating Brad but-"

"Dude isn't it obvious? You're Jealous!"

Jealous? I couldn't be jealous. Lauren was my best friend and even if I did feel that way about her nothing would happen. She has a boyfriend, she's perfectly happy and doesn't give me a second look. 

" I am not Jealous, Lauren is my best friend, nothing more, nothing less."

"What, and you think being best friends stops you from liking her in that way. Look Joey I'm not going to force you to tell her anything, but just remember," he stands up to go talk to Meredith, before he leaves he says "me and Meredith were best friends. Look where we are now." 

I internally groan as he leaves. What am I supposed to say to that? He has a point and that's undeniable. I don't wanna screw up any thing just yet. I should've tried sooner.