Dazed [BTSxReader]

A Nerd

I stumbled towards Jungkook's house. His was closer than mine and I just wanted to get out of the rain before anything else. I walked up to his front door and slowly knocked on it. A few seconds later, Jungkook opened it with a tired expression.

"Y/n?" He said, confused. I lunged forwards him and held on him tightly. I was a sobbing mess. "What happened?" He asked softly while gently hugging me.

"They're lying!" I yelled into his chest. "They're lying..." I mumbled. Jungkook kept quiet as I rambled on about the phone call.

"Everything can fall apart so quickly." I mumbled while looking up at him. Jungkook slowly nodded in response while taking his glasses off.

"Let's just get you into some warm clothes," he said while guiding me to the bathroom. "Just, sit here." He said while pointing to the side of his spa and leaving the room. I stared at myself in the mirror in front me. My hair was tattered and soaking wet my clothes weren't any drier.

"Jin..." I mumbled while pulling out my phone from my pocket.

Me: Hey, I'm going to be staying with Jungkook until the rain dies down.

Jin: Okay, stay safe.

Jungkook came through the bathroom door with a towel and clothes in his hand.

"Here," he muttered while passing them to me. "I'll be waiting outside, if you need me just call out," Jungkook smiled while walking out of the room. Yet again, I was alone.

Eventually, I had my shower.

I picked up Jungkook's sweater that he gave me and pulled it over my head, it was so big on me that it almost went down to my knees. As I walked out of the bathroom Jungkook gave me a warm smile.

"Do you feel a bit better?" He asked while looking at me up and down.

Honestly, I felt broken, confused and sick. "Yeah," I mumbled. At least I was warm now.

"Do you want me to dry your hair?" He asked while walking back into the bathroom. I nodded in response and followed behind him.

Jungkook smiled at me in the mirror as he finished drying my hair. I don't know why I began crying, but I did. He put the hairdryer on the bench in front of us and kneeled down beside me.

"It's okay," he mumbled as I wiped my tears away with his sweater.

Right now, that's all I wanted, Jungkook telling me everything is alright. My eyes grew heavy as I slowly fell asleep. Jungkook stopping my fall immediately woke me up.

"Woah," he chuckled. "Do you want to go to bed?" He asked while holding me up to face him, slowly, I nodded in response. I felt like a sleepy child in Jungkook's arms as he carried me upstairs to his bedroom.

"There," he whispered while pulling the covers over my body and turning away.

"Wait," I groaned while holding onto his arm. "I don't want to sleep alone." I mumbled while rubbing my eyes. Jungkook's face went pink as he nodded slowly. I couldn't remember what happened next as I fell asleep while still holding his arm.

I wanted it to all be a bad dream. I wanted to wake up in my room. I wanted Jin to tell me that school is on and that my mum would be coming home in a few weeks.

But I guess that was too much to ask.

I woke up with Jungkook's arm wrapped around me. He was so warm compared to the cool night air.

"Are you awake?" He asked with a low and husky voice.

"Mhm," I replied. He pulled his arm away from me and rolled onto his back. He's definitely blushing, I thought to myself.

"I'm sorry if that was uncomftable," he said while staring up at the ceiling. "You ask-"

"It was comfortable before you moved away," I mumbled. Jungkook's face turned to a deeper red. "Jungkook," I said while rolling onto my back and looking up at the ceiling. "Can we have pancakes?" I asked as my stomach grumbled. He stumbled out of bed and clumsily put on his glasses while nodding.

"Sure," he said softly. "Do you want to help me make breakfast?" I nodded eagerly while getting out of bed.

-=+=-

"..So that's what happened," Jungkook said while pouring some pancake batter into a frying pan. "I couldn't really understand your sobbing yesterday," he mumbled.

"Sorry," I said while looking up at him. "When are your parents coming back from that business trip?" I asked.

"They said they'd visit me for my graduation." He paused for a moment. "Turns out they're branching their business out to China so they're staying there for a year." Only now did I realise how lonely Jungkook was.

He lives in a huge house by himself, Jungkook may look like he has everything but he's lacking the one thing everyone else has, someone to love. He has so much to give, but no one to it give to.

Jungkook smiled down at the frying pan with sad eyes. "I'll get good grades and make them proud."

"You're a good person" I said while looking up at him.

"A good person wouldn't kiss a girl while they were sleeping." He mumbled.

"Woah," I whispered, I expected him to say everything but that. He must've bullied himself so hard after that incident. "Why did you do it?" I asked while turning towards him.

"I didn't expect you to wake up," he mumbled. "It probably would've been weirder if you didn't though..." He said while thinking. "I've liked you ever since we met, which was in middle school."

I turned back to the counter. How did I have no idea about this?

"You didn't really know me but Jimin would always talk about his little adventures with you," he said while smiling to himself. "I tried my hardest to beat him in everything so you'd want to chose me over him." Jungkook looked like he was cringing to himself for a second. "My parents would get mad at me for studying so late at night."

"Jimin didn't even know until the other day when I told him." He said while chucking to himself. He looked like he wanted to cry but couldn't.

"I'm sorry," I said while turning towards Jungkook again. I pulled him around to face me.

"It's oka-" I wrapped my hands around Jungkook's neck and pulled myself onto my toes before pressing my lips against his. Only at this moment did I realise that I had no idea what I was doing. Jungkook stood there frozen for a few seconds.

"Excuse me for a minute," he said with a small smile before running out of the kitchen. "Yahhhh! I did it!!" I heard Jungkook's yelling coming from another room and smiled to myself while finishing making the pancakes.

You did it I whispered.