To be determined

Jason

It's been a week since Tyler's funeral and all I can think about was that kiss.

What the hell is wrong with me?

I don't even know this dudes name, what's happening to me?

Despite all I've tried I can't get it out of my head.

I didn't feel anything when he was kissing me but once it stopped it was like  when you wake up from a sweet dream because your alarm clock won't shut up.

Except this was not a sweet dream it was a fantasy.

I'm ashamed of myself for feeling this but no matter how hard I try its imprinted into my never ending memories.

I had a job interview today and I'm really hoping this helps me with you know what.

I really hope it helps...

"can I help you with anything? "asked some perky blonde.

I look around not knowing exactly what I was looking for.

" umm, yeah!  I was just wondering if I could get an interview with your boss? "

She giggled alittle to her self, " like the big boss will ever talk to you. "

Ignoring her rude comment, I scanned her with my eyes.

There was something about her that I feel like I should know but I just couldn't put my finger on it.

The next thing I knew she was snapping her fingers right in front of my face.

" hello?  Earth to strange brunette! "

I looked up frowning.

"oh... Sorry"

She rolled her eyes and crossed her arms.

"clearly! "

I glared at her for a few minutes plotting my plan to destroy her.

"Kira?"

A strangely fimiluar voice shouted.

As I turned to see who the voice belong to I wanted to punch him.

Turning back around I ran out into the parking lot heading for my car when I felt a strong tug on my wrist.

"what the f*ck do you want? " I yelled in his face.

He backed up with his hands up in the air.

"I just wanted to apologize. " he answered a bit startled.

I toke a deep breath and crossed my arms in front of my chest and giving him a look telling him to begin.

"I'm truly sorry for that kiss,  I don't know where it came from. "

He was about to touch my shoulder but desided against it.

"but... "

Yep I knew it, there was more.

"in my defense, you kinda made a big deal out of nothing. "

I glared at him. I wanted so badly to slap him and come up with a smart reply but my heart was taking over.

" have you ever thought about the situation I was in?"

He looked at me confused.

I rolled my eyes 'guys are such idiots '

"that was my first kiss dumb ass! "

I yelled in his face.

He looked like he was gonna hug me but decided against to speak instead.