Unsent Letters.

final chapter.

I had mixed feelings about writing this letter. I loved you. I loved you a lot. We had a lot of good times and we had a good connection. Things weren't always bad between us, and I'm not sure when things started going south, but I will always remember all the times you made me smile and how you used to say it was infectious.

Thank you for the unforgettable experience of my hand being held in yours. Thank you for giving me back rubs and all the cuddles. Thank you for taking care of me when I didn't take care of myself. I have never met someone who could get me to be so comfortable so quickly. I have never slept better than with your arms around me all those nights. You never complained once when I was being a pain instead you let me realize it and then we would laugh it off. We never picked fights and when we did fight, you wouldn't run away or shut me out. You listened. You were the first person who ever gave me a chance to say what I felt and you never made me feel bad about it.

I connected with you so easily and quickly that I have never connected with someone like that before. That spoke mountains to me, for me to be able to open up to you and talk to you the way I did. You were the first boy I have ever met that made me feel beautiful in my own skin. You told me I was special everyday and treated me like a damn princess.

I invested my emotions, my thoughts, and my time in you. I only hope that that has brought you happiness. I hope that when you look back at us, that you smile and are grateful for the time spent. I hope that I made you as happy as you made me in the short time we were together.

So maybe in an alternate universe, we would have worked out, but for now, goodbye will have to do.