Forgive, but never Forget

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Heh. Tord. You dumb commie. Why me? Why choose to hurt me? Of all the people. You still chose me in the end.---Y/N

your POV*

I had some time to think for myself while I was in my room. And I thought. How, no WHY would he do this. He's clearly lying to both me, and himself. He wouldn't hurt me. He couldn't, could he?

I wiped the tears that had fallen from my eyes, and onto my cheeks away. I didn't want them to see me cry. I had to stay strong. But really, I wanted to be left alone, until the world burned to the ground, and was no more.

But clearly, that wasn't an option. Great.

I sat up straight, gathered myself together, and got up. Walked over to my door, and down the hall. Only to pause mid walk, hearing a conversation between the guys, that sounded serious. Yes, I know ease dropping is wrong, but I had to know if what they were talking about, was about me.

"Tord what are you doing?" I heard Edd ask him, sounding puzzled. And Tom saying "you had better not shoot me with that" in a serious tone.

Oh geez. Not again with the shooting people to get what you want Tord. I thought we were passed with, after the incident in the second grade. Long story short... Tord "accidently" shot a kid in the arm for bullying Tom. I don't fucking know, HOW he had a gun, nor where he had gotten it from. All I knew, is if he had a gun. To stay as far from him as possible. especially when he get angered.

"Tord! I thought we were friends?!"  had heard Matt say sounding a bit hurt. That's when I heard him say, "I am your friend. Which is why I have to shoot you all" before he shot each of them with the gun. It must not have been a NORMAL gun, because there was some sort of laser coming from it, and right after I heard Tom yell at him. "What the hell Tord?!" I saw Tom wind his fist back, getting ready to punch Tord in the face.

NO, NOT THE FACE!!

Then I heard Edd speak up, "Tom NO!! He probably has an explanation for why he wiped our memories" Edd was holding Tom in a restraining bear hug. Ha, I haven't seen him do that since I got pissed at Matt for eating the left over lasagna. Good times.

Wait.. their memories were wiped? What the fuck? How eve-... oh yeah. Tord memory eraser gun. Stupid commie. I thought he said he'd thrown that out, last time I saw him. What a liar.

"Guys I'm sorry. but I had to, I didn't want to remember YN...." Why that little- "because I knew it would break me. Knowing she was gone. Even if it was all those years ago" he sounded guilty, admitting to lying about everything. I admit, I was hurt. very hurt, but I couldn't be mad at min favoritt fyr.

I felt a sting on my cheek. I was crying.

" I couldn't bear it, knowing that all of you would have mentioned her while she was gone. So  I erased your memories..." I heard him say, before looking down at his feet. Wait, Tord actually has feelings? Who would have guessed, min hjerteløse kjærlighet, had a heart after all?

I noticed him looking at me. And I had tears on my face. Well shit, he saw me crying.

I could do one of two things. Go running back to my room and avoid my problems, or go over there, slap him and then yell at him, and then hug and forgive him.

I walked over to Tord, slapped him across the face, and then proceeded to cry harder than I already was. I pulled him into a tight hug, and just held him close to me. I didn't want to let go, but I could feel someone wrap their hands around my waist, and try to pry me off of him.
No, NO I won't let go of him! Not this time. Not ever again.

"Y/N, common let go of him!" It was Edd, he was trying to pull me off of Tord, but he didn't seem to be trying very hard.

"NO! I DON'T WANT TO!!" I fired back at I'm, tightening my grip around Tord's torso. (hahaha, tordso. no? not funny? ok ):   )

"Y/N, you have to let go at some point!" he said, trying to persuade me into letting go. "No I don't Edd!" I shouted at him, "I don't plan on ever letting him go again!" Edd stopped trying to pull me away from Tord, and stood there, taken back a bit. Tom and Matt both had their mouths hanging open like a draw bridge that wouldn't go down.

" I'm surprised any one would actually want to hang onto Tord" Tom said, with no expression on his face. "HEY?! Rude much?" I heard Tord shout back to Tom, sounding very offended by this. Of course, Matt and Edd were both laying on the floor, laughing so hard I thought they were going to pee themselves. "Common guys, don't start bickering, please" I sniffled, finally speaking up.

"Whatever" Tom said, walking into the kitchen. Probably to get some Smirnoff. "Rude" I said back. Tord looked down at me, smiled, and planted kiss on my forehead. Then walked off down the hall to his room, leaving me standing. In the middle of the living room. Bright red, plastered on my face. "H-he kissed me.. um" I muttered under my breath, as I took a seat on the sofa behind me. " I can't believe he just.. Kissed. Me." My face, was that of a confused puppies. Not knowing what to do next.

"Ha, that's too cute" Edd chuckled to himself, " Indubitably adorable" Matt chimed in. And that's when Tom thought it was his turn to comment on what had just happened.

" I, for one, ship it" he said, looking at me with a smug look on his face. " I second that"

"Third vote to that" Edd and Matt chimed in. Great. I was shipped by my best friends, with he guy whom I liked, but at the same time, could not stand.

"yeah.. thanks guys" I said sarcastically, but knowing that my thanks, really did mean thank you.

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