The end is just the beggining

Chapter nine

Chapter 9

As Maggie left I saw Merle walking up to me and Daryl was no where to be seen. Typical.

"What's up with ya' and those walkers by the fences?"

"How do you know we were talking about that?"

"I figured" he gave me a smirk and then looked serious.

"I'm just being cautious"

"'Bout?"

"The walkers Merle... The damn walkers!" I yelled at him, but regret it after.

"Wow there,Calm ya' self sugartits"

"I told you not to call me that." I hissed at him.

He first looked at me puzzled and then concern stared to show on his face but as quickly as it came it went away and he murmur a 'whatever' then walked away. Typical Dixon.

I sighted, could there be a time where I didn't have to feel this? Agony, guilt, pain. I made my way to the watchtower not wanting to go to the cell blocks to see the others. I wasn't in the mood. It was only morning and a whole day was ahead. There were still stuff to do in the prison, harvesting the crops from ricks garden, the fences, checking In the residents. Basically just making sure everything was okay and safe. That's what I would always do. Ever since I decided to stay here with these people. As I was getting to the watch tower, my head stared to spin then stopped when I got in the watch tower. I could see Rick and Carl from up here over by where the pigs were kept at. I could even see Merle over by the fences poking the walkers with his, now knife hand. He was enjoying himself, I smiled.

"What ya' smilin' for?"

I didn't even notice Daryl as he was standing behind me looking at me with those blue eyes of his.

"When did you get here?"

"I've been here" he spat

"Oh" I didn't know what else to say. He just stood there staring at the floor. He then looked up at me with some sad eyes and stared to go down.

"Daryl, wait!"

"What"

"Are you okay?"

He looked taken aback but then took his place again.

"If I'm okay? Of course I am woman!"

"Kay, just wanted to know"

He paused and stood silence for a while until he spoke again.

"Don't pity me!"

"What...I'm not I was only ask-"

"Save it, just stay away from me"

"What?! Are you fucking kidding me?!!"

"Hey you best watch the way you talkin' to me."

"Daryl, go suck a dick and shut it!"

I didn't even know why I said that but it felt good to just let out all my stress. He was surprised of course, I even think I saw him a smile a little but that went away as he got closer with anger written all over his face. I could fell his hot breath that I wanted to pull himself towards me but instead I backed away a little but not enough.

"What ya' say to me bitch?"

Bitch? He just called me a bitch. Okay I hated it when people would call me that. Merle does but that's different, it's the way he expresses his emotions and I got that, plus he earned it otherwise I would smack him every time he said it to me. But when Daryl said it I felt all the angered I felt towards him, just everything boiled inside of me that I just lost it and pushed him away from me and slapped him across the face. It was stupid, I knew that, my mom would always tell me that words couldn't hurt me and I knew that but it just hurt when he said it.

I didn't know why, I mean I knew he was like this with everyone, hothead. I wasn't sad but just angry.

He just stood there with one hand on his cheek and just stared at me. I didn't know what he was feeling, his face was expression less.

"You should leave"

"Excuse me?"

"Tonight, tell Rick to put you on watch and then just go, get out of here"

"Are you throwing me out of the prison?!"

He took one final look at me and I thought I saw sadness in him but he turned around and left the watchtower. I didn't know how to feel that I was so confused I didn't see Merle was standing by the door.

"Suck a dick? Come on angel I thought ya' better than that!"

Was he eaves dropping on us? This bastard.