The end is just the beggining

Chapter six

Chapter six

[{{Angela's POV}}]

I didn't remember much after the supply run me and Daryl had gone to but I woke up in my cell handcuffed to the bed by one hand the next day. Rick had come to get me and told me that Daryl had carried me to my cell after I fell asleep and handcuffed me. That bothered me a lot, I didn't know why but couldn't he just woken me up? After handing me back my sword Rick took me to the yard and over to the fences.

"You wanna stay here? You'll have to work like the others"

"Who said I wanted to stay?"

Rick just looked at me with a smile and carried on telling me my job was to 'clean' the fences. Basically I was supposed to kill the walkers through the fence with my sword by sticking it at their heads. Easy.

"Okay, yeah sure whatever but if I'll do that they would be piling up and walkers would be going on top of them getting through the fences and breaking them"

"I know, we're trying to get to that. Maggie and the other fence cleaners are getting some logs of woods to put here to keep the fence stable"

"Yeah but wouldn't it be easier to go outside, grab the bodies and burning them?" Didn't they have people to do that job?

"Too risky. Too many walkers. For now just do as I said" he didn't know yet. Daryl hadn't told him bout my condition. I didn't know if to tell him or not. I was bit afraid of what his reaction might be. I sighted and was about to tell him when someone yelled at us from a not so far away distance.

"Rick, Angela what yous' up to?" It was Daryl coming toward us.

"I'm just telling her about fence cleaning" Rick answered

"Don't ya' think it might be too early to even let her out? I mean it's been three days, Rick"

I had to admit it was weird I still didn't exactly know everybody and didn't have an interest to.

"I'll introduce her formally to the group today at dinner"

"No" I said

"Why not?"

"I'm leaving Rick"

"No ya' ain't" Daryl hissed at me.

"Dude, do you always give this much attitude to everyone you meet?" I asked. He was a bit of an arrogant bastard sometimes.

Daryl's face went from serious to dead angry in a split of a second, which I had to admit took me aback but I was still in my place with a scowl on my face.

"Okay guys, I think you two need to talk things out...especially with the whole Merle situation and Angela you ain't leaving and it's final"

I was about to protest but Carl cut me off and told Rick he needed him for something. I didn't even see him coming. They went to where the pigs were at and I could tell it wasn't good news.

"Ya' lovers alive" said Daryl

I didn't even see he was still beside me staring at me with his serious ass face of his. Sometimes I thought he had no feeling at all but anger.

"He ain't my- you know what whatever. Where's your brother?" I spat.

"I don't got to to tell ya' nothing. Go find him ya self bitch"

I gave him a dirty look which only made him smirk and was about to leave when I turned around and thought I saw his cheeks turn red for a second. But he went back to his usual self.

"Hey douche I almost forgot, you haven't told anyone bout my.. You know-"

"No, that's your job but I'll say it if ya' don't say it soon"

" you can't! that's none of your business!"

"Bitch you're literally the cure to all of this shit and I bet you haven't even gone to the CDC to try to stop this whole thing! You selfish bitch!!"

He was right, I was selfish. I couldn't help but feel this awful feeling that was all over me. How could I be so selfish? All those people that I basically am killing. It must of been all over my face because Daryl's face went from angry to soft and was staring to say something but I quickly turned around and walked away fast trying to hide my tears. Later on After Rick and Daryl fed the walkers the dead pig that Carl had pointed out and the fence cleaners where putting up the logs against the fence I made my way to the watchtower and stayed there the whole day until Rick came up to get me for dinner. I didn't want to go but he dragged me.

I wasn't in the mood for anyone especially not Daryl after all he said. It was true but It hurt a lot than I expected. At dinner we had deer. Thanks to Daryl's hunting from earlier the day. I got to actually meet everyone and not just their names. Merle even told me the whole cam situation and I was planning on going to look for him. I wasn't mad at Merle anymore but he had to come help me look for cam since he was the one who beat him up and knew where he last was. He said the governor had told him to kill cam but Merle just let him go when he lost him and lied to the governor bout it.

"I'll go with you the day after tomorrow, sugartits and we will look for ya lover together" he smiled and winked at me which made Daryl say he will come too. I was bout to tell him to fuck off but he left and went to his cell. After dinner, I actually liked the people there and they were pretty rad. I helped carol clean up and after that headed for my cell to rest, I was tired. But instead of just finding my bed I found Daryl sitting on it with a serious face, like always.

"Hmm do you mind? I'm kind of tired"

"We have to talk"

"About?"

"Your whole immune stuff"

"What bout it?"

"How stupid can you be? If Merle notices it he'll tell the others you stupid bitch!"

"So?" My respond took him aback and he just stared at me with those, I gotta say,beautiful blue eyes.

"Look, Daryl I know Merle will find out and eventually everyone else will"

"I thought ya' didn't want them too"

"Well I changed my mind, now will you please get out of my sight before I-"

I was cut off by Daryl's lips crashing into mines. I was taken aback and didn't know what to do. He pined me to the wall and tried to force his tongue into my mouth but I refused. He growled from his lips at my rejection but still made his hands to my hips and bashed them with his. I had to say it all felt good. My heart was racing like a wild rabbit but my hands were placed on his chest trying to pull him away but what I really wanted was to get him even closer. I didn't know what I was feeling, I thought I hated his guts. He then suddenly grabbed my ass so hard it made me gasp and he used this as his advantage and bashed his tongue in my mouth. I could feel his heat and hot breathe. I was staring to kiss back but then cursed my self and pushed him away hard enough for him to move back from me. He looked at me with hurt on his eyes and on his whole face. I wanted to tell him I was sorry and wanted to actually kiss him this time. But at last, I couldn't.

"Leave. Now"

And with that he changed his expression back to his anger face and walked away mumbling under his breath calling me a bitch.

"Hey buddy don't be calling me a bitch when you just literally forced yourself on me!"

That wasn't entirely true when I responded a bit but he still had no reason to call me a bitch.

He didn't look back but simply kept on walking towards his cell.

I didn't know what I was feeling but I knew I wanted him but I couldn't do it. It was best if I just left it at that and forget all of that happened. And with that I fell asleep.