Adopted by the DEH cast [discontinued]

Explaining

A/N This might be a short chapter, who knows. Sorry if it is! And thanks for all the reads and comments! Love y'all

  I was sat down in a room while they went on with the show. No one came to say hi. That was in till the show was over.

  When she show was over I heard a knock at the door. I said a small "Come in.."

  I saw Mike, Ben, and Laura. They couldn't see any of the bruises besides the one on my face.

  "What happened?" Ben was the one to break the silence.

  I tried to think of words while my breathing sped up. "I-i uh... igotpunchedoutside" I said quickly.

  "Okay. Isn't that Mikes jacket? And why did you bang on the stage door last night? Are you okay?" Larua said with her sweet eyes.

  Crap. I forgot I have to give it back. Uhhhh AhHhHhH. And, I'm not okay. I am not okay. And the stage door? Explain that. Hard.

  I felt the eyes burning into my skin as I bite my lip. Sweat trickled down my face line. I knew how to play this. Take of the jacket and shook them everything. Just nod. Simple.

  Yeah

  Simple.

  My hands trembled ad I begin to take the jacket off. Then, the bruises became clear on my arms. My legs, they haven't been bothering to look at in till now. They also had brusies.

  Mike instantly hugged me, then one after another they all did. "When?" Mike asked.

  "L-last night... a-and t-today" my voice was shaky like a tree in a storm. They clearly didn't notice the cuts.

In till now. Welp I jinxed myself. Good going.

  "What are those from...?" Larua asked with concern surrounding her voice. "Where those from the person that did that to you? Were they even the same person?"

  I shook my head no as I began sweating and my arms began hugging myself. I was trying to hide. My breathing sped up and I began hyperventilating. God why was I suck a mess?

  "Hey... hey.. hey its okay. Your not in trouble. Did you do those?" Ben asked, trying to see my face.

  I then covered my face in my hands as I nodded yes with tears falling  "I'm sorry you probably wish you never saw me and I'm just looking for attention. That it would be better if you never saw me or heard me. " I said my words as the fell off my tongue. Yeah I was a emotional wreak. A huge one.

  "No never! Lillian why in the world would you think that?" Ben sounded extremely concerned.

I didn't answer

Silence

1 minute goes by.

More Silence

"Lillian.....?" Mike asked as he set a gental hand on my shoulder.

  "Who likes a broken child, huh? Quote, No I'd rather pretend I'm something other than these broken parts? Pretend I'm something other then this mess that I am. Cause then I don't have to look at it, and no one gets to look at it. No, no one can really see.." I choke on sobs as I had sing the words that I were coming out my mouth.

I skip a few lines. "Cause what if everyone saw? What if everyone knew? Would they like what they saw? Or would they hate it too?" I was gasping for air. I went deepening into my ball as I felt their gazes on me.

  "I'm sorry" I kept muttering over, and over, and over again. "EHAT s to be sorry for? You did nothing wrong." Mike said.

  "I'm just making this worst. I'm making a big deal out of something little. God I'm so sorry."  I sighed.

  "How the hell is this little? You getting beat up on the streets then at school. Then cutting yourself because emotions? This is NOT little " Larua let out a small chuckle.

  "She's riggghhttt. That's notttt okayyy mannn" Mike said, I could tell he was attempting to make me laugh. I couldn't help but laugh.

  "NOW THERE'S THAT SMILE" Ben smiled as he high fived Mike.

  "Let's pretend that this didn't happen, be happy. And you stay with us" Ben smirked.

  Stay with them? As in living? Or jsut staying in till they put me in a orphanage? I let out a confused stare.

  "As in live with for a while?"

  Mike nodded. "Yep! Me and Ben share a apartment. Yoy can stay with us. Sound good?"

  I jump into their arms. It was almost like getting adopted. Almost

  "Thank you..."

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