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16 // Flashback

FLASHBACK- 8 Years Earlier

I opened Yoongi's door to his "Genius Lab", otherwise known as his bedroom. I saw him laying spread out on his bed. He sat up and looked at me.

"Hey twin sis," He greeted me, "What's up?" I closed the door behind me. 

"Hey oppa~" He's only older than me by a minute, but he still makes me call him oppa. Last time I called him Yoongi, he put me in a headlock and wouldn't let go til I called him oppa. But thanks to Appa, I freaked out and flipped him. Ever since then, I called him oppa  to show that I felt bad.

"I have something to tell you," I said, he scooted closer so that he sat on the edge of the bed.

"Yeah?"

"We need to get out of here... Appa's planning to recruit us for the... family business," He raised an eyebrow.

"What do ya mean?" he asked me, "There's nothing bad about it,"

"All those guys he talks to... they're criminals, Oppa," she said, "Everything he does is illegal,"

"No, he's not a criminal, you have too much of an active imagination, Shinhye,"  he told me.

"They're shady-"

"They all looks shady, Shinnie, that's what they do!" He went to walk out of the room but I grabbed his shoulders. 

"Please oppa, you have to listen to me!" He pushed me and I hit my head on his desk. I cried, not because it hurt, because my twin brother- the one who had always been there for me, won't believe a word I say. 

"Omo, Shinnie, I'm sorry!" He went towards me and offered his hand to help me up but I smacked his hand and got up by myself. 

"I wanted to protect you and Jungkook, Yoongi," I said, "I wouldn't care if no one else believed me, because I thought at least you would,"

"Why would you even wanna leave?" he asked me.

"Eomma told me-"

"Oh come on, you know how she is filled with delusions, Shinhyhe!" He shouted, the tears kept going, I saw Appa one night beating Eomma and he started beating me too. He trained me in a variety of different fighting styles and even taught me how to shoot a gun. Saying one day, I would need it when I came into the 'family business'... whatever that meant.

"Don't you tell Jungkook about any of this," He gritted, "Or I'll kill you myself," I hardly believed this was the Yoongi that was so sorry earlier for pushing me. 

"When you realize that I'm right, you can escape on your own, don't come crying back to me... I'll come back for Jungkook, just not you," I stormed out of his room and slammed the door behind me. 

A crying Jungkook stood in front of me and my expression softened. 

"Y-You're leaving me, Noona?" he asked me in tears, my heart ached. I didn't know he was listening. 

"Physically, yeah... but in your heart-" I touched where his heart was, "I'll always be with you," 

"I don't want you to go physically, Noona!" he cried, "I love you!" He was sobbing and I hugged him, rubbing his back.

"I'm sorry..." I apologized, "I must..."

"Then take me with you, Noona!"  I shook my head.

"Hyung, would never forgive me if I took you Jungkook," I told him, "I'm sorry... I love you..."  I stood up and he blocked my path.

"Noona, please!" I closed my eyes, and I moved Jungkook out of my way and I walked past him. I heard him run into Yoongi's room and loud crying.

I'm sorry, Jungkookie.

I spent my evening packing carefully and meticulously, what I needed. I picked up the fake ID from my nightstand.

Kang Mi-Hi. 

I put it in my jacket pocket and I wrote letters to Yoongi, Kook, and Eomma. Eomma told me to meet one of her friends' sons, Namjoon by the port. I escaped out the window, and ran. 

And I never looked back. 

. . .