🐢Is This How You Do It?

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🐢The one where Logan is confuzzled about his feels.

Logan

 For the first time in a very long time, I am confused. Puzzled.Bewildered!  And the worst part is I don't know how to explain it! But still, I will try to describe this insidious feeling of stupidity. 

 I think it is what people call 'love or a very strong liking in someone. Although, I have never been through a situation like this and I don't know what to do.

There! I admit it!

Oh, and here he comes.

 Patton walks down the stairs with the smile that was occasionally on his lips and his eyes were bright and happy. He did look very appealing. Very adorable, as you would say.

 "Hey, kiddo! What are you doing inside on a day like this?" He asked me. His words broke my concentrated stare. Ah! How dare these mushy feeling get the best of me!

 "Salutations, Patton. I was just thinking, how is it you are always so cheery?" I told him, pushing up my glasses farther up on the bridge of my nose. My hand started shaking and my stomach felt..weird. Nervousness? Mor came and sat by me on the couch. 

 "How is it you're always logical? It's just how we are. Now, come on outside, Gan, we can play ball or something." I sighed, "Pat, the name" "What? I think it's cute." I blushed. "Okay, only for a little bit, though." I got up. 

A little too quickly.

And fell on Patton.

 "Why hello there, Logan? Beautiful season we're having how was your trip?" My blush deepend and I mumbled "Dad puns." "The best aren't they?" I rolled my eyes and aburptly stood up. About to fall back, Patton grabbed my arms and pulled me up as I stood. 

 Flames! On the side of my face! and if I could I would be breathing fire! My am I reacting like this to Mor just holding me up straight? This is definitely not normal! What has Mortality done to me!

 I cleared my throat, "Uh, let's go out for a walk that way we can be outside and not do something that could get up both hurt. Just for a little bit, though. It'll be dark in a little bit." I told him and zipped through the front door. 

 What is this feeling? Fluttering in my stomach, blushing, feeling all warm inside? Are these the symptoms of love? Would be weird to say I love Patton. To say I love his smile when he's very happy. To say I love how cloying he is all the time. But how can I be so sure of this feeling?

 The day, as Mortality said, very beautiful. The fresh winds blew through my thin jacket making me shiver a little. The autumn season was quite entrancing. But after a while the silence between Mor and I had suddenly gotten quite peevish, but then I realized. Morality was quiet. 

 "Pat, are you alright?" I asked, turning slightly. He stopped and sighed, "Logan, what are feelings for if they're just there to be confusing?" Oh, him too? 

 " I-I honestly don't know, Patton. " He looked at me with shock. " And really I've been having the same problem lately, too. It's almost as if feelings purposefully equivocate themselves."

 There was an awkward silence. 

 "Patton, I have something to tell you!" I blurted out. I was freaking out! What would he think of me after I told him? What would do! What would he say? 

 No, Morality is the sweetest person I know. He wouldn't judge like that. I know he wouldn't do that.

 "Yes, Gan?" Ah! That name! It sounds nice when he calls me that! But why is it so infuriating ! 

 I took a deep breath and stopped walking. "Mortality, for a while now, I've been quarreling with myself about these mysterious feelings and actions I've been experiencing. And not so long ago I noticed that they happen when I'm around you," I heard Patton softly gasp, " My stomach flips, I start to feel nervous and I can't help looking at you. Patton, I love you very much. More than a fellow side but as a significant other. " The Dad-Figure just looked at me with a loving look. Did that mean.. 

 Mor took me in a great embrace. I wasn't ever really used to being touched in such a way, but I loved this feeling. "I feel the same way, Logan." He whispered into my shoulder. I finally stopped shaking and smiled as I hugged the smaller being tight. 

 He pulled back from the embrace and looked at me. Then I asked "Is this how you do it?" and I did what I thought was right at the time, but in the end it was perfect. I pressed my lips to his. I could practically taste his happiness on his mouth. I could smell his scent of mint and cinnamon. He smiled into the kiss wrapping his arms around my neck. 

 A few minutes later, our lungs demanded air. As I pulled away I kept close to Patton leaning my forehead onto his. Then he answered "Perfectly" I grinned madly looking into his eyes. "I love you, Patton." He kissed my cheek. " Love you, Gan. "




It's short. But I like it! I need some feedback and request! Votes and comments are appreciated!


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