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It was meant for me?

🐢The one where Logan sings?

Patton🐱

There wasn't much to do in my room, other than read, listen to music, or sleep. And well, I sleep when I can! Thomas usually keeps everyone up when he has video ideas and he still gets those at two in the morning. And wait, today's Wednesday! There's only one good thing about Wednesdays other than hump day! You'll see!

Before getting into bed I change into my purrfect cat onesie.

I took a second to get comfortable until I heard a familiar strumming coming from the wall. Every night, Logan would play his guitar and sing before bed. I know I'd expect something like that from Roman, but he says that he needs his beauty sleep. 'A Prince had got to slay'

But really the actual reason I like hearing him sing is because I feel like he tries to talk through the songs. It sounds terrible I know, but after we broke up I've been holding on to the hope we still might be able to have something.

I remember that we used to argue a lot. But that's just something some people go through right? Logan just came up to me one day and said that what we had wasn't healthy and that we should mutually 'split our joint relationship'. And let me just say, I haven't cried that hard in my life.

Virgil tells me to not hang on too much. And I guess I know where he's coming from. We just worried about me which is weird, cause isnt it the dad who's supposed to be worried for the sun? Even if my sun roast me every now and then he's still my son.

But back to the point. He doesn't sing Disney songs, no, these are genuine songs. Like, The Last of the Real Ones or Face Down. But tonight he started singing a song I haven't heard in a long time. I put my ear to the wall..

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

It couldn't be that we have been this way before

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear its true

Because a guy like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

I sigh. This was the thing I'm talking about. It sounds like he is sing about us but really, I know he isn't. Why would he be singing about an old relationship with me out of all people? He could just find another side to date like Dante, Thomas' keen and dependable side. Yes there's Princey, but Dante is all of Thomas' valor and trust.

All the things I'm not.

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed

But I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a guy like you is impossible to find

It's impossible to find

I felt my eyes water as he kept singing. I almost took my ear away. But his voice made it so hard to even make a sound. Why-how does he do this to me? Still?

So breathe in so deep

Breathe me in

I'm yours to keep

And hold onto your words

'Cause talk is cheap

And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a guy like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a guy like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

   Slowly I pull my ear away from  the wall. I really need to stop. I need to stop clinging to this... false hope that we could have something again. I need to get it in my head that Logan sings, oh my goodness, but it's a talent he has. He sings songs. Just songs. No messages, no thoughts, hell, we argued about his feelings once.
  I lay back into back and curl up in my cat onesie wishes my thoughts and worries away. Falling into a restless sleep.

Soo, I really don't know if I should make this into a part two. Should I?
Also, the request that I received will be published around noon today or late tonight!

Nightlie