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How Do I Say Goodbye?

How can I tell Nash that I can't go? I started to walk back and forth in my room, David looked at me like I'm a freak. I always talk to my mom about this but she can't know. I pulled out my phone and I texted Michelle and I asked her if she can could over and she said yes. I was waiting for her and then i saw her and I opened the door. I told her about what happen with my mom said about me going to magcon and I'm not alone

"What are you going to do?" Michelle asked

"I don't know, I'm going to talk to my mom" I told her

"Yea do that" she said, I pick up Josh and David, I went to Cameron

"Cameron I need a ride the hospital but tell Nash" I said

"Ok let's go" he said and when we got in the car I told him of what happen about my mom and magcon

"What are you going to do?" He asked

"I don't know" I said

"Do you want to come?" Cameron asked me

"Umm I don't know" I said

"Well we are here good luck" Cameron said

"Thanks so much" I said

"Your welcome, I will be waiting here for you" he told me, I grabbed David and Josh's hand and we walked in the hospital and I was looking for my mom

"Mom I need to go to magcon" I said

"Sweetie we have bad new" my mom said

"What?" I asked

"Ok so Emily's cancer is getting worse and they are going to move her to a please where they will keep care of her" my mom told me

"Ok" I said

"Her cancer is spreading and they only give her 5-10 years to live and you are going to magcon with Alison, David and Josh, and I going to higher nanny for them" my mom said

"Ok thank you" I said and she said that's she leaving today and we needed to say our laters goodbyes.

We all walked to Cameron's and I told him what and he was happy that I can go. We got back to our hotel and I saw Nash

"Hey Katie can you could to magcon?" He asked

"Yea I can" I told him and he hugged me very tightly and so did I. We all walked to our room and then I got a text from my mom and the nanny is coming and her name is Kathleen but she goes by Cat. I walked down to find Cat and I saw her

"Hi Cat I'm Katie" I told her

"Hello" she said, she looked about 18 or like 20 maybe 19. I don't know. She asked me why we need a nanny and I told her about Emily.

"Oh my mom died from cancer" she told me and we walked up together and we walked in our room

"Cat" Alison yelled

"Alison" she said and they ran other to each other and they hugged and Alison

"Cat and I were friends when I was 2 and 3 but then my dad got married to your mom" she said, then all went for dinner but I didn't want to go I just sat on my bed with my laptop and I saw a video that Carter send to me it was a video of Cameron flirting with Ellie it was so funny. Then Nash walked in the room and then I got a text from my mom and it said you guys can come now and say goodbye. I told Nash about everything I started to cry and Nash sat beside and he put his arms around me and I cuddled into him and I said

"How do I say goodbye to someone I love her so much"

"I did it to you" he said and I looked at him

"When you were leaving to go home I needed to say goodbye and I didn't want to, if you love Emily you can't let her go and be happy" he said and I looked at him and I kissed him and he kissed me back, I got up

"I need to go" I said and I ran out.

When we got to the Austin hospital I saw Emily and I hugged her

"Emily show the world strong you are" I said and she hugged me.

We got back to the hotel and I was thinking about what Nash said to me

Wait Nash told me he loved me.