Ironic Love (Dan Howell X Reader)

29: 9/10

You would have thought that a few hours sleep would help subside the burning feeling of regret you feel.

How can one boy have such an affect on your daily life?

Although you struggle to get him off of your mind, you try to do your everyday tasks: shopping, cleaning...etc...

You end up spending too much time and money in Primark and you decide to film a haul as you don't want to upload any collabs until everyone else uploads theirs.

You set up your camera and sit for a second before saying your intro....

...'if you enjoyed this video please click the thumbs up and subscribe down below! I love you guys and I will see you next time. Bye!'

You have nothing to do for the rest of the day so you decide to edit and upload the video straight away.

Sitting back down to reply to comments, you feel nauseous when you see the first few:

ILOVEY/N2836 : Is it just me or does Y/N seem sad in this?

PANCAKESRLIFE23 : Take a break for yourself. You seem stressed or upset...

Your 'fans' care too much and that's why you love them like they're your friends, but kind comments aren't fixing anything...

You screwed up...

Suddenly your phone rings
It's Mark.

'Hiya', you say, with less enthusiasm than normal.

'Y/N, I'm so sorry for what I did and what happened - but you can't throw away what you have with Dan.'

'It's done, Mark.'

'No it's not. Just stop moping (is this a real word of a british thing idek) around, get off of your arse and get the next plane back here! I love seeing you happy Y/N and it's obvious that Dan is the one so can you please get over yourself, tell him everything you need to and just live a happily ever after.'

You think for a second.

'Thanks Mark. I love you.'

'I love you to; now go get your mañ back!'

He hangs up...

You need to fix this.