Horns and hoodies! |Starco one-shots!|

"Oh how i wished you loved me"

Summary: Marco finally got a date with Jackie! But star is feeling something inside of her that feels bad and guilty..but doesn't she want to be happy for him..? She is confused about all this and discovers that she is in love with her Best Friend..
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Stars POV

Ahh..there is nothing like eating corn meal in the evening..

"Star!" Marco said running out of the door and excitedly jumping towards me "Guess what!" He said with a big goofy smile on face..I raised an eyebrow.."What?" I said munching on my corn meal "I have a date with Jackie!" He said dancing around the room. I spit my corn meal out..Wait wait?! How in the world did he manage a date with her..? why do I feel something has blocked my heart?..maybe something else..I faked a smile "Congrats Marco! When is it?" I said trying not to be sad..wait why am I sad? "It's This Friday..wait a minute..it's too early..what am I going to do! Star help me!" He said grabbing my shoulders and shaking them..I yank them away.

"You worry too much Marco..just be your self..I am sure she will love it..I love it too" I smile softly cupping one of his cheeks..he smiled back "Thanks star" he said hugging me "You're the Best Friend a guy could have!" He said hugging me tighter..why did that line hurt..why?..i hesitate to hug back but I do anyway..

He pulled away from the hug "Well gotta get myself prepared for the date" he said walking up stairs to his room..my smile dropped into a frown.."I must be having a headache..in my heart.." I said as I made my way up to my room and plopped myself on the bed..My feelings.. Are all over the place..I have to clam down..

I sigh and see a picture of me and Marco in the garden playing tag..I smile and gently took the picture in my hands..

"You are special to me..and I don't wanna lose that.." I sang caressing the picture and slowly walked to the balcony.."You are different and that's what I like..but i am just a Friend..and she.." I Sang taking a glimpse of the beautiful city before me.."She's different..to you at least..I say I am fine..but that's really not the case.." I sang looking at the picture again..and sighing "And you say she's mine..but she's not me.." I sang twirling around "Oh how I wish it would how been.." I sang.."You confuse me..you really do..but I think you just like this petty game.." I sang dancing around the balcony the lights shining on me.."Hurting me..loving her..you don't even care about me do you?"

I sigh at put to picture close to my heart "You hurt me enough..but I just keep on coming back to you..you have control on me like a puppet with strings" i close my eyes singing directly from my heart.."Oh my heart how it stings..when I see the sight of you and her.." I Sing in melody..tears were brought to my eyes.."Oh how I.." I stop at my tracks..

"Oh how I wished you loved me.." I said as more tears were brought to my face..I broke down and fell as i was crying..

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Why did I write a sad chapter?
Oh and the song was written by me XD
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Did I make you sad?