"Is this what love feels like?"

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Warning: I don't know what I am writing
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Suicidal

That word always lingered in Stars head for a long time

And yes..she was very suicidal..growing up as an orphan, people treating her like trash..And she was pretty much hopeless in her life..she was dying day by day but then..don't we all..?

She wanted to die. She wanted to disappear from this cold cruel world..She didn't ask to be made..but god had other plans I guess..All people have faults..and people judge them for it..but we all have each other right..? Wrong. People just don't care even though their equally hurting..life sucks..that's stars thoughts on things..On the flip side

There's Marco Diaz

He's an average person..with an average family..an average life over all..he was happy with being..just average..and wouldn't want more..he was always..happy..but Star was watching him in the school halls..she knew he was hurting too his eyes told her that he was scared..and confused..she hated people who are like that..always happy..but inside they're dying..with every breath we take..it's no use..The blood still spills out from her arms..

Marco noticed Stars wrists..Marco just was Stars classmate..he didn't think much of it but until he looked at her wrists..she was cutting herself..He felt that he should step in..he didn't even know her..he didn't even hear her voice..but something told him to do so..He felt that he had to protect her..so he wanted to talk to her..

Star didn't even mind cutting..she wasn't even scared too..her life was utter bullshit anyway..so she didn't care..until Marco Diaz..She was at the cafe not eating and Marco came and sat next to her..without warning..Star didn't care that much..Maybe he got dared to sit next to me and torment me..She just sighed and kept a bored expression..

Be little did she know

The opposite happened

..He talked to her..with a friendly expression..that was the first time someone talked to her like that, His voice was so soothing and the tone of his voice was the happiest she has ever heard in a while..Her eyes widened with delight has looked up to him slowly..She was dumbstruck..he looked so willing to talk to her..And she also noticed that he was the only one who didn't..try to bully her..Her eyes sparkled as her cheeks went a bit pink..she noticed his features..he was kinda cute..

Marco actually wanted to be her friend but he was scared that she would push him away..So he waited..and waited ..for the right moment he remembered that he would find him self starring at her in class..she was beautiful..so beautiful that he also had a dorky smile on his face while thinking about her..why would people treat her so badly..she didn't deserve all this pain..true he had never met her..but that can change..well now at least

Well he was now talking to star butterfly

He was damn nervous that he thought he was gonna pee his pants

It was hard to concentrate because he didn't want to look into her beautiful blue eyes..because he could easily get lost in those orbs forever..but he somehow managed to talk to her..but there was one problem

She was not talking back

Did he do something wrong?

"Erm..d-did I do S-something wrong?" Marco said shuttering..he was a blushing mess right now..but could you blame him? She was way too pretty..that he had a crush on her without even talking to her.

Star squinted her eyes..and then shook her head "No! You did nothing wrong!..just..thank you.." Star said smiling softly..putting her hand over Marcos..Marcos eyes widen..she smiled..! I..never seen her smile..she..she looks way more beautiful if she smiles like that..Marco felt his heart was gonna burst at this point.

"Thank you..? W-why?"

"Thank you..for..not..bullying me.."

Marco laughed

Star was so fucking confused

"Oh star! I would never do that to you! You don't deserve any of this..you're too precious for me to do that..and..don't worry..from now on..I'll protect you! So keep smiling!" Marco said smiling like a dork..holding stars hand tighter..Marco didn't know if it was love at first sight but it was probably not..but..this felt..

..So right to him..He had the urge to protect her..as if like she's a fragile leaf and he has to guard it forever..

Star blushed as her heart skip a beat..What's with this guy..? Why..does..he make me happy..?

Star will melt at any moment if he keeps flattering her like this

She smiled softly..He..is so impossible..and I love that..so..

Is this what love feels like?

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I wrote that all in one shot..wow...

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