Burning A Bridge pt:3

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He stared at the divorce papers laying on the table in front of him. "You really want a divorce?" his voice sounded a little sad, it broke my heart to see him like this but I kept my composure and signed the papers. "Come on J, this is right for the both of us." I passed the papers and pen to him and waited for him to sign it. He slowly picked up the pen and stared at the divorce papers before hesitatly lowering his hand.

He threw the pen and ripped the paper. "I'm not doing it! You know it's not right! You know you want to be with me!" he yelled throwing the shreds of paper in the ground. I scoffed and put my feet on the table. "J, it's time to let go, and move on, if you haven't done that already." he frowned at me. "I can't move on, I'll never move on, I fucking LOVE you Rebecca don't you see that!" I shook my head at him. Even though I can tell he's fighting to keep me, I'm not letting the same thing happen over and over again.

"What happened to the old Rebecca I know, the one I created. What ever happened to you?" I stared at him. "She's dead." I responded blankly. "No she's not, I can prove it." he ran in the kitchen and grabbed a pistol and dragged one of his goons into the living room and sat him on his knees in front of me. "Here, take it." He pushed the gun into my hands. "Shoot him. Bring back my Becky, prove to me that we're not over." he held the struggling man down by his arms.

I got up and walked up to them. I aimed the gun at his head and moved my hand to the trigger. I closed my eyes and slightly started to tremble.

Do it.

Its not over Becky.

Let us out.

All the voices that I thought were gone, were all shouting in my head all at once.

Pull the trigger.

Give us the Rebecca we know.

You still love him.

My breathing started to quicken and I opened my eyes and looked down at them. A smirk slowly grew across my face and in a matter of seconds, the motionless man was laying on the ground. I felt different, I felt good! I felt like Rebecca fucking Quinn again! J got up and smiled widely at me, arms extended out. "I knew she was still in there. Come to daddy." I smiled and walked up to him letting him embrace me into his arms. It felt like forever since we've been this close.

His grip tightened before he pulled back and looked into my eyes. "I miss seeing those beautiful green eyes, your smile,...your lips." as he said that, he leaned in slowly and pressed his lips against mines. I hesitated to kiss back but eventually fell deep into it. I wrapped my hands in his hair and his snaked around my waist. I pulled back for a minute and took a few breaths. "I know you miss me just as much as I miss you." he said before lifting me up and sitting me on the table. "I-I-I.." I couldn't finish my sentence nor think about what I was gonna say.

He smiled and attacked my neck, kissing and sucking softly on my skin. I pushed him back and tried to fight out of his grip. "Joker I can't, I-I'm with someone and I can't hurt her." I tried to pull away but it was no use, he was stronger than me. "What she don't know won't hurt her." he said mischievously before continuing his actions and unzipping my top. "Baby I'm gonna make up all the pain I caused you, and buy you the prettiest diamond ring in the world."

He said removing my bra. I giggled. "Of course you will."

Whew! Part 4? Continue smut? Or just skip it?

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