Today, was the day the day I find out if I got in I'm so scared I just can't believe it it's been so quick I don't want to leave the guys I'll miss them so much on the right hand this is all I've ever dreamed of but then, on the other hand, i'll miss them I just woke up Jake was sleeping so I was trying not to wake him up I reached for my phone to text Riley:
Riley Bold Lily Italic (Ella, if you read the last chapter Ya know what I mean)
Hey, Riley awake
Yeah, babe what's up?
Today's the day
What do you mean?
Hospital Volunteer thing
Oh, Damn, I forgot
Riley?
Yeah?
I Got An Email Now!
OMG Check It!
K
Riley?
What?
I Got It!
OMG YASS GIRL!
Wait what will Jake say?
I don't know you gotta tell him tho!
I know...
But I'm scared!
Don't be boo everything will be okay he'll understand!
We Hope!
We don't hope...we know!
Gotta go he's waking up!
K See ya!
See ya!
End Of Texts
Hey, Babe, I said kissing his forehead
Goodmorning! He said
What ya doing! He Asked
Nothing! I Replied
I'm gonna get changed! I Said standing up
Okay He Said
I picked up some clothes and walked to the bathroom then got changed:
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then I walked out and started doing my hair:
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then Jake walked into the bathroom to get changed then after woods I did my makeup:
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then Jake walked out I already knew what that meant I...needed to tell him this was the bit I was worried about I said to him "Jake we need to talk!"
Okay He said sitting on the bed I walked over and sat beside him Jake, you remember when you were mad at me? I Asked
Yeah? He Replied Well I thought I had nothing left here then I found this Hospital Volunteer thing! I Explained That's great that's your dream job! Jake said But... I Said
But What? Jake Asked It's In LA I Said Oh Jake Said For 2 years I said finishing my sentence
2 years, LA? Jake said repeating me
Yep I said And I Got It I Explained
Well done Jake Said Smiling
I Could tell he was proud of me but also he wanted me to stay
Jake, I want to stay with you with everyone but I got to take this chance this might be a 1 in a life time thing! I explained
No matter how far we may be Jake I will always love you and I'll always be here in your heart! I Said while my voice was cracking then before I knew it water was dripping down Jake's eyes then soon after mine were doing the same I'll miss him more than anything
I Love You Jake I Said hugging him
I Love You To Lily He Said hugging me back
Hi, guys sorry I haven't uploaded in forever but as you know school has started and I won't be able to upload as much as usual so I think that's all I got to say! And as always!
