Off The Internet (Narry)

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Y'all I'm dreading the next chapter I don't want this story to end

Harry's POV

I munched on some cookies that Louis gave me; Niall was going to take me out to get some clothes since I lost all of mine; I've been trying not to cry over it because it's stupid when I cry. But I really wish I could get my stuffies back. I only have my penguin one named Des that Liam gave me; and the Eyeore one that Niall gave me.

Niall held onto me tightly while we sat down; I loved it so much being with him makes me feel safe. He really loves me and I knew he'd come back. I had no doubts.

"Okay so what did you need to tell us Louis?" Niall asked once I settled into his arms; cookie bites entering my mouth as I smile at the sweetness.

"Its about Liam..." Louis looked at me and so did Niall; I think they were making sure I wouldn't cry but I won't. I need to hold in my feelings it just makes people mad.

I just stuffed another cookie in my mouth as they both looked back at each other; "What about him?"

"Well we were in a relationship together." Louis mumbled; I already knew they liked each other, and I had a feeling that they were together.

"I kind of knew that buddy." Niall remarked. I looked at the plate of cookies which was now empty; I then looked at my hands and fiddled with them. I really want more cookies and I miss Liam so much.

"That's not what the news is." Louis replied.

"Then what are you pregnant or something?" Niall said in a jokingly tone; I quickly perked up as Louis looked at Niall.'

"Well...." Louis vocalised

"Wait are you?" Niall asked; "But that's impossible, and tour and oh fuck-"

"I know and I'll figure it all out with Dave. And it's not impossible, just extremely rare." Louis eyed us both; I felt a bit of excitement but I also don't feel good about this...it's Liam's child but Liam is gone.

The tears burst forth like water from a dam, spilling down my face. I feel the muscles of my chin tremble like a small child and I look toward the window, as if the light could soothe me. There is static in my head once more, the side effect of this constant fear, constant stress I live with.

Niall's arms became tighter around me as he hummed softly, "It's okay Harry." He rubbed his hand around my back as I continued to cry out onto him. "I think we're going to go to bed but I'll talk to you about it in the morning." I heard Niall talk to Louis as he helped me stand up, keeping his arm around me.

He led me to the bedroom and cuddled me tightly on the bed, "Harry breathe, I'm here for you it's okay."

I started to get more hold of my breathing as I wiped my tears and calmed down. "I'm tired Niall." I whispered, as I continued to rub my eyes.

"I know, Harry. Do you want pyjamas?" Niall said getting back up from the bed.

"Yeah but I have none." I sighed.

"Do you want to wear some of mine?" Niall looked over at me.

"Can I wear one of your hoodies?" I expressed.

Niall giggled; grabbing one of his black hoodies which he has plenty of, "Pyjama pants or nah?"

"No I just want the hoodie." He nodded and then threw the hoodie at me; I took of my pink sweater and my jeans, pulling on the hoodie then getting under the covers.

Niall stripped to just his boxers, then he laid next to me and cuddled me tightly. "I love you, Harry."

"Love youuuu." I giggled.