The Diary Of Carnelia

Chapter 1

Jun 25 Wednesday 2008 7pm
Dear diary,
Well today was kind of boring, the teacher was teaching us about politics (which I hate) and I don't care about it at all like we have our own minds. Got to go my mom wants me to help with dinner I heard she has some news for the family ttyl diary muah.

I close my diary and I head down stairs hearing noises in the kitchen.

"Mom Im here, what do you need help with?" I said all happy.

"Can you put these on the table sweetheart?" She says in a confused tone.

"Sure mom." I say with a smile on my face.

I walk to the dinning room and set the food on the table and I see a letter and I turn around with a confused look.

"Mom what is this letter?" I asked as I turn around to see my mother walking fast and grab the letter from my hand.

"Oh that is what I wanted to talk to you girls about at dinner.".

"Oh ok mom, should we start then?" I asked with my smile still on my face.

"Yes, Can you call your sisters please?" She asks with a guilty look on her face as I nod my head and head upstairs.

I go to Samantha's room and I knock.

"Hey Samantha, can you come out? Mom said dinner is ready." I say nervously.

Still with the door closed, I hear another girls voice and I knock once more.

"Samantha! Come out now! Mom is gonna be upset if you don't come out". I spoke alittle louder.

"Carnelia can you chill, saskia and I will come out right now ok? Just fuck off. You're so annoying like stop knocking on my door.".

That's the thing about my sisters and I, we aren't close well. Samantha and Saskia are best friends, the reason you ask is, there has been events in their life were I ruined it for them.. we've never had a happy relationship ever since then.

"Oh ok, sorry Samantha." I quietly replied.

I slowly go down stairs and I see my mother on the phone speaking with someone.

"No one talks to me anymore." I thought to myself as I sat down on the stairs.

It's hard living the life I live. I thought life was supposed to be fun. But not mine, my life is full of pain and sorrows, but no knows that.

20 minutes pass and everyone finished their food

"Did you guys love the food?" My mom asks all happy.

"What the fuck mom!? What kind of food is this?" Saskia rudely replied with disgust.

"Don't talk to me like that young lady!" My mom replied with anger.

"Where did you ever learn those kinds of words!? Huh!? I never taught you that language!" My mom yells as her voice cracks.

The tension filled the room. Silence is the only thing we heard, we already knew we couldn't speak because if we did then my mom would explode, my mom breathes and she clears her throat.