The Diary Of Carnelia

Chapter 2

"Hey."  he says as he clears his throat.

I'm staring at this gorgeous guy standing outside my room and I still don't have the guts to say somthing. I finally had the courage to speak.

*gulp*

"What are you doing here? How did you even know where I lived?" I asked as I stand in my cupcake pjs and my messy bun.

"Well I ran after you but I hid behind your tree for hours." he replies as he runs his hand through his hair.

An awkward silence filled the room as I wait for him to break the ice. He clears his throat once again.

"Is this your room?" He asks awkwardly.

"Is this boy stupid or what? Like what the fuck? Like I'm right here in my pjs and I'm looking so fucking ugly with maybe some saliva on the side of my lip and he still asks that?" As I thought to myself as I lightly bit the bottom of my lip while holding my door.

"Yup, this is my room." I replied awkwardly trying to get him to leave.

"I like it." he reply's.

"Why are you here Rufus? You didn't stick up for me at school today. That was my first day of school and you looked at me and didn't even say anything, oh and the worse thing is, you said I was stupid to find my class room. What the fuck? I thought you were my friend but I guess not because I end up finding out that you're just another jock just like that guy who doesn't like people like me." I yell while I felt heat on my cheeks.

*gulp*

"Look I'm sorry. I know what I did was wrong. I should of stuck up for you. I really am sorry just please give me another chance." he reply's as his light chocolate eyes fill up with water.

"Fine but you better stick up for me ok?" I say trying to hide a smile.

"Deal!" He reply's joyfully.

We both stand in awkwardness once again. We both look at each other for a moment and then we both look down.

"Carnelia your dad is coming in 30 minutes. Hurry up and get ready to greet him." my mother yelled from down stairs.

"Your mom is great." Rufus says as he rubbed his neck.

"Yeah." I reply with a soft voice as I sit on my bed.

"What's wrong?" He ask while he sits next to me.

"My family is not perfect as it may seem to you." I reply with a tear rolling down my cheeks.

"My parents got divorced when I was 10, it was the worst day of my life. I don't even know why my dad even bothers coming when he's not even the same man I knew when I was a little girl." I said with oceanly eyes.

"I'm so sorry Carnelia" he replies as he try's to grab my hand but softly rubbed my shoulder.

"You didn't deserve that." he says as he looks at my eyes.

"You say it like all calm." I reply as I look deep into his eyes while feeling my cheeks red hot.

He slowly moves closer to me while holding one of my hands.

"I may not know what you went through but I do know that you deserved better." he says while we looked deep into each other's eyes as he slowly put his hand on my face.