Holding on and letting go(Matt Smith fanfiction)

Goodbye soul sister

I felt like Moffat while writing this,dunno why.Anyway,do enjoy! :-)

Chapter 9

Golden soft locks.Tall,thin shilouette.

Kind,heart warming smile.

Always kind,generous and understanding among other qualities.

Her eyes,oh her eyes.Saphirre blue and apple green combined in the,never quite the same colour.

Sometimes grey as the sky before an impending storm and others dark blue like the deepest ocean and others saphirre blue with a playful glint of emerald.

Her beautiful eyes would never see the sunset,she loved so much,again.

The little church was swarming with people,all dressed in black,a parade of grief.

I stood at the back of the room,trying to hold myself together.

No one knew I was there,I wanted to go unnoticed,I didn't want to interact with anyone.

Only her mother was conscious about my presence.She shot me an understanding look,lingered for a little and turned away.

I took sharp breaths in and swallowed the lump in my throat.

Elizabeth,Beth was no longer breathing,no longer feeling,no longer aching.But also no longer living.At least she was at peace now.

The ceremony ended.People with numbness combined with pain written all over their faces left the cementery dragging their feet.

Everyone has left but me.I stayed,I felt the need to talk to her,tell her things I kept bottled inside for days and days after she passed away.

I hope that she could somehow listen to me,although I doubted it,but I went on to try anyway.

"Beth,my shinny little star,it seems that Heaven needed one more beautiful angel eh?"Tears started rolling down my cheeks but I didn't wipe them away,not yet.

"I just want to tell you I love you and I hope that you can hear me.If you can't,it's alright,I understand like I always do."

"You might not be aware of it but you mean the world to me,little star.

This world was not beautiful enough for you so you just wished for an exit,you couldn't hung on,eh?It alright,just take care of little Tristan too.I love him so much,please tell him that.

This may be a goobye but it's not a farewell."

Tears fell staining my shirt and rolled down pooling over a little on the dirt of her freshly dug grave.

"Goodbye sunshine."I muttered and turned to leave.The sun came out just in time,shining brightly,illuminating everything around,making everything look beautiful.

Bittersweet game life is,right?

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