My twinkle star

Nightmare 2

I don't blame or have a grudge against them . I was one of them and still am one of the people that are oblivious to other people's pains and struggles except their own .
Maybe I am really jealous of them because they have to deal with little problems but not things like your whole family dying and one surviving who will not be able to talk and isn't going to wake up for a while for .

I do want that obliviousness but I won't trade anything for all this happening to me even though it doesn't make sense now to my own self but it will one day .
As I kept on wondering to myself I didnt notice it's already been five hours since I woke up, and now it's already five in the morning.
I felt sleepy and tired all of a sudden and walked out of the balcony with my phone in my hand and head towards my room to get some sleep.

But before I slept I got  the thought of Jacob in my head and how he was doing and if he woke up miraculously. After thinking that I was not able to sleep I kept on turning and tossing . My body begging my mind to let us sleep but my mind kept  on running around . Until I decide to just give up from sleeping and head into the bathroom to take a bath . I washed my whole body and in a way my soul from everything , I got out of the shower and started brushing my teeth and just kept on staring at myself like a ghost.
After I was done I walked towards the cloth that I had left there the last time I had come . Am surprised to find them still here I thought it was donated or something but it seems like Granny kept it .

I wore  the loose sweatshirt which was blue light in colour and a pair of blue dark denim jeans . I thought by now the colour of the jeans would have faded but it's still has the same colour as it was bought in.
I head downstairs and notice that they are still asleep . I decided to cook some breakfast for them and end up making some scrambled eggs and a toast along with cup of coffee and juice . Coffee for  Grandpa and juice for Granny Both had different taste and ideas for everything but still have been married for 25 years . They showed love and respect for each other which I have yearned for since long but now am just not even concerned about which guy I want . I just want to see the next day filled with happiness for me and everyone around me.
After I finished making the food I search for a sticky note and a pen which I found by ease and wrote that I went to the hospital and would come back later. And stick it at the fridge.

Sitting In my car listening to nothing but the cars behind me honking at each other like crazy people running out of time , which doesn't seem like it with how they are about to fight each other and abusing one another. As I wait for the traffic to end I turn my head from staring at the front to look at my side and I see a man with a lot of balloons with different shapes and shades .

I think about buying it but when I search for money I just find twenty bucks . I kept on searching and find nothing else so I decided to use that little money I had.
I unlocked my door and headed towards the man quickly and bought five of the balloons. And headed back inside again and finally the traffic ended.

I reached the hospital and I checked my phone and saw it was already 10 in the morning. That seemed like it flew very fast with the traffic going on .
I reached the receptionist and she gave me a sweet smile and I just moved forward and headed towards Jacobs room with the balloons I bought him In my hand . I turned a corner and turned right again and headed for his room but I seemed to have forgotten his rooms number the only number I remembered was one zero but I didn't know if it had a three or a two as the last number.
I just decided to see which of the two rooms he was in , and I made myself promise that I won't run away but will go to Jacob and sit with him.

I breathed in and out and closed my eyes giving myself a pep talk inside me and open them once I felt confident, I turned the handle of the door and opened it. But I didn't see no Jacob but an old woman laying on the bed and an old man presumably her husband holding her hands , and his head laying at the edge of the bed.

But what caught my eyes was the man whose back was facing me and his hand in his pocket. His posture seemed tensed . I thought it was because of the old couple maybe he is there Grandson.

Just when I thought that I was being a creep just staring at a guys back and the old couple  and ruining there peaceful time.And I was about to leave and took a step back the guy turned his head around and I was shocked to be caught watching them and was more shocked when I noticed that he was the same guy that held me back to his chest when I was running away yesterday like I was being chased by an unseen thing .

His deep blue ocean eyes looked at me and he seemed to register the same surprise . Before he could say anything I said " Umm... am sorry wrong room " . And left him standing there and entered the next room which luckily happened to be Jacob's room.

I exhaled and looked at my cute little brother , the little thing was asleep and I wondered when he would wake up. I closed the door behind me and placed the balloons next to a chair that seemed to hold it very well on it.

I took of my coat that I wore before I left and placed it at the same chair as the ballon.I took the other seat next to his bed and looked at him,my little brother didn't have to face all those pain But...it had already happened you can't cry over spilled milk right?.

I touched his hand and putted his hand in my hands and squeezed it as if assuring him that it's going to be okay but in reality I was assuring myself. 
I sat there watching him breath in and out softly and kept on hearing his heart monitor slowly beeping showing that he was still recovering.
"I hope this ends well and we both live our lives peaceful and happily" I think smiling to myself .

A/N

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