I walk out into the parking lot and light up a cigarette. I take a puff as tears finally fall down my cheeks. I didn't even try to tell him. It's too late now, he's gonna kiss Edd and i'm just the wing man. I feel the whimpers escape my lips. my legs are weak but I keep walking. "T- T -Tom?" his name finds it's way out my mouth. "I-" The tears are like waterfalls, pouring out of my eyes. I drop my cigarette and I don't bother to put it out.
I lost him. I should have NEVER became his wing man, I should have NEVER told Edd about the carnival, I should have NEVER let him leave my side when he told me "I promise you i'm going to kiss him." Those sickening words. I'm running now. I don't know when I started running but here I am. I'm not in the parking lot. I'm not even sure I know where I'm going. But I can't be by the carnival. I don't think i'm ever coming back.
