In Heat

Chapter 5

Hey, sorry I haven't updated the past few days. I've been having a bit of a rough time in my personal life but I feel better now, don't worry. Anyways, here's the next chapter. Sorry for keeping everyone waiting.

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-JinxedWolf
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Sam P.O.V
I glanced up to see Colby staring down at me, waiting for an answer. A million thoughts ran through my head of what to do. I grabbed my backpack and immediately tried to take off down the hall but was stopped by Colby stepping in front of me.

"Sam, come on let's just talk" with every move I made, Colby blocked me. I started to become angry at this point that he wouldn't leave me be. After what he did to me, can he at least let me enjoy my lunch time alone? I turned around and started heading twords the staircase instead.

"Sam?.. Sam.." his voice became softer at this point and a bit of hurt was noticeable. I could hear his steps following after me. A soft hand grabbed my shoulder and turned me around. His eyes glistened with pain. I knew I was hurting him but I could not let my sympathy get the best of me.

He was dangerous to me. And I couldn't allow him back in after what he did. What if he does the same thing again? Or something even worse? I had no idea what this boy was capable of. And as much as it hurt me to see him like this, I had to do what felt right to me. Which was getting away from him.

I bolted away, twisting and turning down the halls in no specific direction. All I cared about was getting away from him. His footsteps weren't following me anymore.

Colby P.O.V

How could someone I barely know cause me so much pain? Seeing him run away from me like I was some monster almost shattered my heart into pieces. I wanted to talk. I wanted to explain but as much as I tried, I was getting no where with him.

I didn't bother following him. And instead ran into the bathroom when I felt my eyes start to swell up with tears. I always hated crying in front of other people so I went into the stall. I tried desperately to wrap my head around why I cared about this boy so badly.

I just wanted to hold him in my arms and beg him to forgive me. I wasn't trying to harm him in any way, shape or form. My alpha side just took over and I couldn't control myself.

I fucked up. I really really fucked up.

I tried over and over to get him to talk to me after that. each time was the same. And each time it broke my heart more. After a while, I stopped trying to speak to him. And instead would just sit across from him at lunch and wait for him to say something. He never did. But it was always worth a shot.

Seeing him in the halls, talking to other people was the worst pain from it all. I wanted to be the one he was talking to. I wanted to be the one he was getting to know. I wanted to be the one he went to.

After a while, it started to really take it's toll on me. I stopped putting effort into everything. my school work, how I looked, even my personal hygiene like brushing my teeth and showering regular became rare for me to do.

Did Sam Golbach really break my heart?