All You Need is Love

Running Out of Hope

***WARNING***
Not really a poem about positivity, more of revealing stress.

Shoutout to the girl who was never really been there for me recently. **

I've learned that I need to find positivity in my life rather than negativity;

But how can I find positivity when I'm around negative people?

People who always bring me down

Who are never there for me

Why do I care so much?

Because I look at you as another person that no one sees.

I look at you to see a person who is very intelligent and kind when you're around me

But why the hell do you change so easily?

I get it,

You want to fit in,

I get it,

You make bad decisions

But the thing is,

How can I try to help and advise you to do things when you don't even try to be the better you?

You see, I still have hope

Even if you made me really upset because you missed my birthday

And didn't care

But instead that day, you went to Starbucks with your stupid older friends.

You see,
I'm not dumb,
You think I don't see what's clearly in front of my eyes

Are you too fucking blind to see that I'm here?

Because this is a waste of my time.

Don't give a damn about me letting go,

Continue with your stupid life and bad decisions to being someone who you're truly not.

The clock is ticking,

Tick, tock, tick, tock

Hurry up before time runs out of moves

I might end up giving up on you.