Nouis- Not Even. (boyxboy) One Direction Fanfic

Confrontation

Louis's P.O.V

    I heard a knock at my door. It was one of the boys. I hope its Niall. I really don't want to see Harry or Zayn or Liam. They'll just make fun of me.

   "Go away!" I yelled at whoever was at the door. The person turned the knob to no avail. I had locked the door so that they couldn't see the tears already streaming down my face. They were just going to laugh at me. They're probably to busy being disgusted at me to laugh.

   "Louis let me in!" I heard his sweet irish accent say through the door. I really did want to let him in but not when I look like this. "No you can't I look like crap!" I yelled out at him. He just couldn't see me. Not now.

   "I got food though." I knew I was hungry because I could hear my own stomach. Every part of me wanted to let Niall in. My stomach, My heart and my brain. But I wasn't ready.

   "I don't care. I've lost my appetite." That was complete lies but I really didn't want to talk. But as I sat in silence I heard a key go into the knob of my door and I realized that Niall had gotten the spare key from downstairs. That's probably why he didn't reply after I told him I wasn't hungry.

   "Crap." I muttered under my breath. And with that Niall had bursted through the door and was standing infront of me. "What's wrong Lou? Why are you crying?" He said sitting down to comfort me.

   "It's nothing." I whispered trying not to look at his face. I looked over at the wall. Harry's crap was all over the place so I tried to focus on whats his and whats mine.

   "Louis I know somethings wrong. You can tell me." He said. His accent was driving me crazy it was so adorable. I didn't dare look at him. I knew I would get lost in his eyes. "It's just... I'm embarrassed." I said feeling the hotness go to my cheeks. "About what?" He said asking me with such care. So much love.

   "You know...Being...You Know." I said looking farther away from his face. Eye contact was the last thing I needed right now. "Being? Gay..." I looked straight at him that moment. "Shhhh." I said. This sudden look of angry swept across his face.

   "So being with me would embarrass you?" He said all seriousness in his voice. "No! Not at all. It's just I'm... Not used to...You know... Guys." I said awkwardly sitting there.

   "Dating a guy is like dating a girl. It's nothing to be ashamed of." He said still not sounding like his usual self. "Yeah but..." He interrupted me. "But nothing. You aren't even gay. Your bi." He said back to his friendly voice still trying to make me feel better.

   "I'm neither though. Stop talking about dating a guy and being gay or bi. I'm neither!" I yelled. I didn't know where that came from. It just popped out. And with that Niall stood up. "Niall wait." I said grabbing his sleeve and pulling him back but he broke loose from my grip. "You can't leave." I spoke to him trying hard to make him stay. "You made it clear you want me to." And with that he was out of the door.

   I sat there numb but then he burst through the door again. I was hoping he would wrap me up in a passionate kiss but all he did was throw my food at me. And before he left he said words that truely stung. "Here's your food. Atleast you want this." And with that he slammed the door and left. I was alone. Again. In this world. Without love...

A/N

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