The Choice (Sam Pottorff and Connor Franta)

Relapse

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When I got home from school, I felt so happy and great about myself. I don't think I've ever felt better.

But there's a downside....

Whenever I'm really happy and confident, I always feel 1000 times worse about myself. I don't know why, it just happens.

I had to pee really bad when I got home. I ran inside while Sam kept asking why, but I ignored him.

I ran in the bathroom and realized that I didn't even have to pee anymore. I was about to walk out when something shiny caught my eye.

I looked around for it, but I still couldn't find it.

After looking for a few minutes, I saw it.

My blade.

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Sam's P.O.V.

After talking with Hazel in the car, I didn't want her to even leave my side. She's so beautiful, funny, and amazing. I can't ask for more.

She told me that she had to go to the bathroom, but I didn't really pay attention because I was too busy staring at her.

When we got home, she ran inside. I completely forgot that she said that she had to go to the bathroom. I ran inside after her.

When I went to the bathroom and knocked, she said she'd be right out. I didn't believe her.

I looked under the door.

All I saw was her feet, a blade, and blood.

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Hazel's P.O.V.

Now now, don't freak out. I cut horizontally, not vertically. I'll be fine.

Yeah yeah, I'm sad. I'm depressed again. But I'll be fine.

I am fine. Don't worry.

Sam kept banging on the door. I tried to get up, but my legs just wouldn't move.

I barely could reach the lock to unlock the door, but I finally did. He opened the door and stared at me. He started crying. A lot. He walked over to me and picked me up bridal style. He carried me downstairs by the other guys.

"Guys, please help me." Sam mumbled.

All the guys looked over.

All of their jaws dropped.

They ran over, helped Sam get me in the car, and started driving to the hospital.

The whole car ride, my head was buried in Sam's chest.

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