Pregnant by a Dolan twin!

Chapter 4

I look towards Grayson as a tear fills up in my eye. "Gray?" I nervously say as I sit next to him. He lifted his head from his hands for about 3 seconds and goes back to his original position. I feel my eyes becoming watery and my breathing becomes uneasy as I have a huge lump in my throat, I stand up from the bed and stroll down stairs and cozy up on the sofa and let out my tears that I was trying to hide from Grayson. About 5 minutes later I hear slight footsteps on the double staircase by our front door. Gray sits near my feet that are spread along our black leather sofa. I start to cry even more and before I knew it, I was having a panic attack. It's not that I don't want the baby, I'm just nervous about what Grayson will say and how time consuming the baby will be, since we both have very busy lives, being stressed always leads me to panic attacks and having a baby will make that worse.

Grayson looks towards me and puts his hand on my knee as I sit up and look back at him. "Listen" he says. "I know having a baby will be extremely stressful , but what I do know is that we need to stick together and make our baby the happiest child in the world because at the end of the day that's all that matters". I nod my head slightly to indicate that I agree, I was trying to say something but the words where just stuck and they wouldn't come out. "I love you so much don't forget that, if I was to ever have a baby I'm glad it's with you" Grayson says. I whisper back to him " I love you", and we both head up stairs to our bedroom.

I start to toss and turn as I'm trying to fall asleep, I always over think things at night, Grayson is asleep and I don't want to wake him to talk about my problems when he is going through the same thing. I turn to my phone and text luke , Luke  is my brother btw, 'Luke can we talk a little tomorrow I really need some advice'. Luke responds 'yeah sure is everything okay?' I text back 'well I don't know really, i will explain everything tomorrow just be at mine at 1 when Grayson is out, goodnight see you tomorrow' .

'Morning gorgeous' Gray says in his croaky morning voice. I roll over and give him a huge hug then we both get up. Gray gets in the shower as I look at my phone to see that there is a text from Luke 'hey sis I will be round in a bit, see you then'. I look at the text then put my phone down and start to get ready myself. As me and Grayson finish getting ready i say to Grayson "erm gray, I'm going to tell like about the baby today." Gray looks at my stomach then back up at my eyes. " yeah that's fine I understand you need to talk to someone, we can tell everyone else together". I nod my head and agree with Grayson. "Right okay im going to the warehouse to film with E, bye beautiful". He kisses my lips then crouches down to my stomach and kisses the baby too. " love you both" he calls as he's grabbing his coat and walking out the door, I let out a slight smirk.

I see Luke's car pull up outside my drive, I open the door and give Luke the biggest hug."come and sit down" I say enthusiastically. "What's up why did you want to talk" like says with a smile on his face. " well I have some news" I say quietly with a smile. " well, Grayson and I, well where pregnant". Luke's jaw drops to the ground he looks as if he's seen a ghost. "I, I can't believe it, oh my god congratulations oh my god oh my god oh my god! I'm going to be an uncle". He jumps up in excitement I let out a small giggle. " I think i was just stressed last night you know with unpacking and things and I was tired so I couldn't see a positive in this but now I'm pretty excited, grayson seems excited too" I say. We carry on enjoying each other's company for a while when it was finally time to say goodbye. "Right call me when you go for your scan and find out the sex of the baby and also call me when your going to tell mom, I want to be there to see her reaction haha" Luke says. " okay okay now get out of my house freak" I reply, we both giggle. I hug Luke then let him walk to his car and drive away. I start to cook dinner and wait for graysons arrival.