just let me be angry for a sec:
YOU ARE MAKING A MESS OF ME !!
YOU ARE WAKING
A WRECK IN ME.
AND I JUST
CAN'T-
AND I JUST
DON'T
THINK (!!)
I CAN EVEN THINK ANYMORE
without thinking of you. anymore.
(and i'm sorry i didn't mean to scream)
BUT JUST LET ME BE ANGRY !!
WILL IT EVER STOP HURTING
WILL I NEVER STOP BREAKING
COULD I EVER START BREATHING?
please
PLEASE.
BECAUSE I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT LIFE WAS LIKE BEFORE I LOVED YOU, AND I WANT TO GO BACK BUT AT THE SAME TIME I CAN'T BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO LET GO I WANT TO HOLD ONTO THIS UNTIL IT KILLS ME I WANT TO KEEP HOLDING ON TO THIS NO MATTER HOW MUCH IT HATES ME I SHOULD LEARN TO RESENT YOU BUT YOU TUG AND YOU PULL AT THE STRINGS OF MY HEART LIKE IT'S CHEESE I'M NOT SAD I'M JUST IN LOVE I'M NOT MAD I'M JUST IN LOVE I'M NOT HAPPY.
and i'm sorry, i should've never gotten mad.
