Kick Him Where it Hurts

Chapter 4

Joy

Monday is sh*t. Why don't we also have Friday as a day a part of the weekend? It went by so fast. I went throught all the recording of THUNDERSTORM and made a mixtape for everyone in the group to take a listen. I saw Hayoung and Hansol on Saturday we went to a small diner close to school and they both listen to it and were impress on how it all came together. We kind of sounded professionnal. We're getting there I had high hopes. I sended a file to Dino and texted back how he and his mother were proud and loved it and couldn't wait to start making real music. It actually cheered me up to hear such positive feed backs from people.

In the mixtape they were seven songs. Six of them were writting by me and the seventh track was writting by Cha Eunwoo who hasn't listen to the mixtape yet. The playlist goes a little like this:

FeelEnchantedSomeone I knowClear blue skyPlease don't say you are lazyFwa Fwa TimeBaby

I'm the worst when it comes to tittles, but the lyrics are fire. I just write what comes to me and put it on paper and with the group we find the feel for each songs. My personnal favorite track has to be the one Cha Eunwoo wrote unlike my songs his lyrics are well written and the smooth melody goes perfectly with his voice and you can tell he wroked really hard on the lyrics expressing his desire to make the girls he's in love with feel love by giving her nicknames, dates, late night talks and romantic sh*t that makes me puke. Now I'm not sure if he wrote those lyrics thinking of Sana because the way he wrote the lyrics makes it seem as if he actually does that his actual girl friend which isn't the case from what I've wittness. But like I said maybe its just the image he gives off and in reality he's a cheesy boyfriend who always makes sure girlfriend smiles and happy.

Why do I pay so much attention on other people relationship? Anyways, Hayoung and I were walking in the school hallways to give the usb that contains THUNDERSTORM mixtape. Hansol was in the first floor girls bathroom sleeping you know the one that has been out of service since last session and we use as a place of to hang out. Yeah that's where he is away from the drama. Hayoung also wanted to stay, but she needed gum since she smoked a big one so she decided to accompany me and then go to the vending maching and get a pack of gum. None of us has a class with Cha Eunwoo and none of us knew his schedual so we had to go around school to look for him. It was important to get everyone opinion on the mixtape before going around getting a record deal. We were already at the third floor which was the last floor of the school and still no sign of cha Eunwoo.

"Maybe he has gym" says Hayoung. I agreed we decided to go the gym when we pass affront of a music room with girls around phone squealing over a video I bet its one of those autotune idols.

"Baby its time that I face it..." started singing Hayoung. I looked at her.

"why are you singing?" I asked

"I don't know the melody from the music room sounded familiar so I just sang the song that it reminded me of." She answers.

Wierd no one other than THUNDERSTORM members, Dino's parents and our so called manager heard the song Feel? So why would a similar melody trigger this song from Hayoung? I walked back to the music room. The girls were still drooling over the video. I leaned closed to the guy watch the video they replayed without me asking. It looked like a teaser. A similar guitar chord echoed in the video. No one was in the screen yet just a girl watering a plant she looked familiar, but her hair was covering her face. Then it happend and guy walks behind her to give her a backhug while in the background you hear:

Does she feel what I feel inside

Like I feel when I'm with her

The screen goes to black ant a text pops up: