Please Don't Set Me Free

Chapter 4

Calum and I use to go to parties every weekend when we were dating. Sure, they got repetitive after a while but it was something to do and Calum always made sure I was having a good time.

When we arrived I looked around and didn't see Calum. I assumed it was safe to get out of Michael's car. Michael and Ashton were following behind me closely. When we got inside Ashton disappeared and Michael went to get us drinks. I always made sure that I never got drunk, but tonight I didn't care how drunk I got. I didn't care how bad of a hangover I would have tomorrow or if I would blackout. I just wanted to keep drinking. The music was booming from the living room, so that's where I went to after Michael left to try and hook up with some girl. A bunch of people were dancing, some people were on the couch making out. I didn't care if I had nobody to dance with. I had 5 shitty beers in me and I was ready to just let loose. I started dancing, and soon enough someone came up behind me. I felt their hands on my hips and they pulled me closer to them. I didn't stop them or anything, I let them pull me closer and grinded on them. When I did turn around it was someone I recognized from around school, but I didn't know them that well. I didn't care though. I kept dancing with them, and they started to leave drunken, sloppy, kisses on my neck. After a while he left though to get another drink. I spent a few more minutes dancing before I went to the kitchen to get another drink as well. It wasn't as loud in there and there weren't many people. When I entered the kitchen one person was in there getting a drink. He seemed drunk since he kept spilling his beer, but who was I to judge?

I walked behind him and kept my head low as I tapped him on the shoulder to refill my drink. He obliged and that's when I looked up. Calum. All of a sudden I had a desire to kiss him.

"Hey." I didn't know what else to say to him. I wanted to keep him here. I was upset to see him, yet what else would I expect? Like I said, we went to parties every weekend. I didn't want him going back to the party though. As much as I never wanted to see him again, I wanted to keep him here with me forever. I sipped on my drink as he responded with a head nod.

"What? Now you're too good to talk to me Hood?" I was personally offended that he didn't actually speak up.

"No. You're too good for me." He chuckled as he slurred his words. We stood there for a bit awkwardly just drinking our beers. Instinct took over however and I couldn't control myself. He was standing right in front of me. I missed him and I would be a liar to say I didn't love him. I'm also an emotional horny drunk and I wanted him now.

On an impulse I grabbed his face as he set his empty cup of beer down on the table and I kissed him. He responded immediately and pulled me closer to him, begging my mouth to let him in. I did and he slipped his tongue through. He pushed me up against the counter and I wrapped my arms around his neck. He started grinding his hips into mine and I could feel a bulge forming in his pants. I grinned into the kiss. I missed this so much. We broke apart and he looked at me shocked. His eyes transformed before me and there was a look of lust in his eyes. He grabbed my hand and led me upstairs to an empty bedroom. He locked the door and pushed my on the bed so I landed on my back. He climbed on top of me and started kissing down my jawline, to my neck. He tugged at the bottom of my shirt and I sat up so he could take it off. I unbuttoned his shirt at the same time and flipped us over so I was straddling him. I rolled my hips on his as I felt him growing harder. I was kissing his neck and down his chest and stomach until I got to his jeans. I unbuttoned them and slid them off. He took off my jeans and then got up to get a condom from his pocket. After he was done he grinned and I was under him again. His hands roamed my body, drunkenly groping different places. We were soon completely naked and he started biting my neck, leaving little marks that I knew would be impossible to hide. He slammed into me and I screamed out his name. He seemed to love that as he continued to thrust into me, making me moan his name. He flipped us over so I was on top. I kissed his neck and returned the bite marks. He moaned my name which drove me crazy. As we approached our climax he flipped us again and his thrusts became more urgent. As he released he moaned my name. Seconds later I climaxed, yelling his name. He took the condom off and we just laid there for a while. After a while I checked my phone and saw Michael calling me. Quickly I got dressed and ran out of the room. Calum wasn't too far behind. Michael was at the bottom of the stairs and by his face I could tell he knew I hooked up with Calum.

"We're leaving. Now." With that we left the party. Ashton had a girl with him and they made out in the back of the car before Michael dropped them off.

As we drove back to my house Michael couldn't hold it anymore.

"What the fuck were you and Calum doing? No. Don't answer that. I know what you were doing. Are you back together?" He was practically yelling at me. I understood why he was angry though.

"We aren't back together." I mumbled.

"Then why the fuck would you do that?"

"I was drunk okay. I was drunk and I miss him." Michael sighed and ran his hands through his hair. The rest of the car ride was silent. When he dropped me off we said our goodbyes and I went to bed immediately, drinking a bottle of water before bracing myself for the worst hangover of my life.