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The best part of being cold it's when one comes into contact with warmth and it's a familar feeling. When someone who cares and genuinely loves you, it's the best warmth one can have.

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He looked at his house for a while as the rain kept pouring down on him. So many memories rushed in, it was overwhelming, he wasn't ready to enter his own house. The rain didn't had any mercy on him. The weather was just like the storm in his heart, the rain didn't bother him but the one inside of him did. He started to cry, the cold raindrops mixing with his warm tears. His wet skin made his fingertips look old. The cold wind and rain didn't make his situation any better, it was too cold for his body to resist.

Just one person can ruin your entire life. It only takes one person, but so much time to heal this broken heart that doesn't seem to get any better.

Once again he coughed, red liquid was again visible on his hand. The rain helped him wipe off the blood and disappear on the ground. He weakly walked to his porch as his body was too weak to continue.

"It's so cold..." He laid down the wooden bench. His body shaking as it struggled to keep himself warm. His wet hair let go of droplets that made his sight hard to see. He breathed heavily as if the guilt was stuck in his throat. He saw a blurry silhouette approaching him.

"Wow, so you live here, huh?" She breathed and some white smoke came out vanishing on the air.

"H-how the hell?..." He said in such shock. "Whatever it is y-you want...I can't...give it to you. You chose the w-wrong g-guy, buddy." He said through clattering teeth. 

"I came to help you. It's pouring outside and you're soaking wet. I'm a doctor dumbass. You're in no condition to run but you're surely fast. Also all the stickers you took off led me here so..." She crouched  down and touched his forehead. He was so cold the warmth of her hand seemed to burn his forehead.

"Leave me alone. How am I supposed to know you're a doctor?" He removed her hand as he glared at the girl.

"Here's my badge" She pulled out her I.D from a near hospital. "I'm just trying to help you!" She was getting tired of his attitude as she only wanted to be kind and aid this poor pale guy.

"Did I ask for your help? Did I ask for you to save me? No!" He stood up but his feet were unsteady. He still felt dizzy.

"I know you didn't. But it's not like I can just leave you be. You already tried to commit suicide and I don't want you to do it again. It will sit on my chest and I'll feell guilty if one day I see in the news you died because you killed yourself and it will leave me wondering if I could save you. Maybe it's selfish but I know I want to help you...if you just let me." Her gaze lowered as she tried not to tear up in front of him.

"I...I didn't think of it like that. But why didn't you just let me die?" His voice softened as the pain striked his heart once again. 

"What?" She looked at him confused. The wind carried her hair to hide her face that showed that she was hurt.

"It would've solve all my problems. If I get out of this useless world, I wouldn't feel hurt! I wouldn't feel like crap! I would stop feeling like I should die everyday. All this pain is unbearble...you wouldn't understand..." His eyes watered and looked at her but avoided looking into her eyes.

"You would be surprised." She looked down and let out a soft chuckle "There are always better options than to take your own life. You can talk to someone, talk to a friend, a professional. There is always someone who can help you." She tried to take the idea of ending his life out of his head because she didn't want to see him gone. "There someone who will very sad if you left."

"No one cares about me." He mumbled and felt like someone squeezed his heart.

"Someone went through the same thing like you did--" 

"I don't want your help! I'm not you! You don't know what I'm going through! You don't know anything!" His soaking hair covered his cold glare towards her.

"This is why I'm here! I want to know! I want to help you and feel better about yourself." She tried grabbing his shoulder but he moved backwards not wanting her warm touch.

"I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE!" He yelled, he couldn't keep it in any longer, he took a piece of pain and let it out on her. She was taken aback from his sudden act. She blinked several times not wanting her tears to be shown.

"Fine..." her voice cracked, he felt worse than before. The guilt over taking, he bit his lip, he opened his mouth but no sweet words came out. He coughed once more. She set her umbrella down and took her coat off. She wrapped it around him and he let go a light shiver that made noticeable goosebumps on his pale skin.

"I can't help someone who doesn't want to be. But. If you ever need anything, you know where to find me." She walked towards the old wooden stairs, suddenly, she stopped.

"W-what are you doing?" He said in shock as the young girl wrapped her arms around the wet cold figure.

"Stay warm." She smiled faintly as she took her umbrella and disappeared into the rain.  "I only tried to help." She cried as if his actions were her fault. Tears rolled down her cheeks until it hit the wet ground and vanished.

Meanwhile, the other was still in shock for what the girl did. His eyes were wide, he didn't know what to do, what to feel, he simply stared into space as his heart felt lonely and empty.

"I'm...sorry." He whispered as he looked up the sky and gulped the hard lump that was stuck on his throat. The sky cleared and now he could see blue and the bright sun that was shining on him. As if, something good would happen in his life. He went inside and took a shower, letting the water soak him once more, it wasn't cold nor hot. But it didn't matter to him. Once he went out, he saw the coat that the girl left for him.

"Stay warm."

Her sweet voice echoing inside his head. Making him feel worse but tried hiding it among his pain. Those words made him scoff and threw it the coat on his bed.

"What does she know?" He cried. He looked once more at the coat, the cream color coat that was fuzzy and warm in the inside, but smooth and would repel the water on the outside. Kinda like feelings he compared. He left the room and threw himself on the couch thinking....

About her...

To be continued...

The good part is coming up!!! How is it so far??? You guys like it?? I hope you did! Have a nice day or night~~

~~Lifeu