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Cʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 5

Being hurt for so long makes you oblivious to those who actually want to help you. You're blinded with the pain, it doesn't let you see that person that is there for you or who is there to stab you. One is so deep in that hole of blackness that you can't see the light that is there, one can be afraid to open their eyes. If you decide to open your eyes, one can see the hope you're longing for, that will save you.

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Yoongi grabbed her waist pulling her to his body. The sudden movement caught Lisa by surprise. Their faces were so near to one another, they both were shocked. Yoongi even blushed a bit. His cold hands warming up quickly by her temperature which was rising. His eyes searching for hers to see if she was okay to see if they can keep walking to her house or if he needed to call someone to take care of her. He brought her closer to his body to see if she could catch her balance but she kept swaying forward and backwards. His cold hand making contact with her warm cheek made her feel like it burned. She moved her head away from his touch. A cold winter wind blew and Lisa buried her face on his chest trying to block the chilly weather. 

"L-lisa?" He stuttered as her sudden action made him heart thump.

"What are you doing?" She said confused when Yoongi's back faced her and crouched down.

"Jump on my back." He said. Lisa didn't think twice, she got on top of him. He stood up slowly as her body lazily got comfortable.

"I'll take you home." He walked with no clue where she lived. He totally forgot where her house was at. He bit his lip trying to remember but he was too weak to think back then.  "Lisa, I'll take you to my house, okay?" He tried to look behind him to see if Lisa was okay and if she was comfortable.

"I don't want to be alone." Her voice cracked and it did seem like she wanted to cry. Yoongi knew that what she said wasn't meant for him but her brother, it sounded like she was begging to someone to not leave her alone.

  Lisa kept getting some glances of Yoongi, the cold air hit his face as the wind caressed his smooth black hair. He seemed so beautiful, he even looked like he sparkled between all the snow that kept falling. A smile appeared on her face before feeling her whole body weaken and let all of her weight fall to him. They reached his house, once they entered the smell of alcohol rushed to Lisa's nose, she buried her face on his neck, not tolerating to smell of beer and wine. It was too strong for her. Yoongi widened his eyes when he felt her hot touch with his cold neck. He was so surprised how her temperature went higher than before. He heard Lisa groaning softly as she kept digging her face deeper in his neck.

"Yeah, I know. I'll clean it up. Go to my room that's over there." He pointed but she bit her lip. She shook her head.

"That's not my room." Her feet gave up on her and Yoongi immediately caught her. It seemed as if the older dipped her. Their noses almost touching. The silence was making their situation a little awkward. Yoongi carried her bride style and placed her on his bed. He tried his best to clean off his mess around his room and shoving everything in his closet.

"Just stay here. I'll bring you something to eat." He felt weird having someone in his house, especially him being alone with a girl he barely even knows.

"Man, I don't even buy groceries." He rubbed the back of his neck. "Let's see what I have." He whispered and he opened the cupboards. Most of them were empty as some just contained liquor. He opened the last cupboard to see some top ramen.

"Bingo." He smiled as he started to boil the water. He checked in his fridge to see if he had any vegetables he had some green onions and some mushrooms. "It doesn't have any mold." He shrugged and cooked it in for her ramen.

"Here." He handed her the food. Her expression turned to a confused one. She bit her lip and squinted her eyes for a bit. "What?" He sighed.

"You should eat too." She pointed at him.

"What do you mean?"

"Where is your bowl of ramen?" Her voice seemed so weak, she could barely speak. Her face was in a dark pink color, almost red.

"I don't eat. Hurry up before it gets cold." He grabbed some noodles and blew on them. He lifted the chopsticks and brought it near her mouth.

"Eat." He demanded. His low demanding words scared the younger and took a bite.

"I want you to eat as well. It's not healthy for you." She covered her mouth while she spoke. His stomach grumbled and he mentally cursed himself.

"No. You're the one who is sick-"

"Don't torture yourself this way. It hurts me seeing you like this, brother." He touched her forehead, she was burning up. But her words made a way to his heart even if it wasn't for him. He sighed and realized how could she lure anyone to her sweet voice and words that left that pretty mouth of hers. She tried finding his eyes. What he was feeling at the moment was indescribable, he felt important once more, cared for. He bit his lip due to, too many emotions at once as he closed his eyes. He let out a sigh, but not from annoyance if not, defeat.

"I will eat. I have some ramen left over but you eat first." He grabbed some more noodles and brought it near her mouth. She munched the food and while she was doing so, she smiled. Yoongi smiled slightly at the sight of her but looked away so she couldn't see it.

"Thank you." She coughed.

"I thought you would be making dinner." He scoffed as he kept on staring at her, munching her food slowly. She looked at him dearly as her cheeks tinted more of a red color, it wasn't because of her sickness.

"Once I feel better I will cook for you and show you how appreciated I am towards you for taking care of me." She smiled. She reminded him of a kid, a defenseless kid that could be hurt easily, like a delicate flower that needs protecting from any harm.

"But I've been so rude to you." He whispered as he felt confused about his feelings.

"It happens sometimes, brother. We say things we don't mean. It's just spit out mean things because we are hurt." Her warmth was spreading across the room and lighten up the dark from the four walls they were surrounded in.

"Yeah, kid." He took the empty bowl and left the room. He placed his hands on the counter breathing heavily. He felt so differently. The overwhelming feelings that happened inside of him, made him feel insecure about what was happening.

"Tsk. What's happening?" He hold on tight on the counter as he closed his eyes. Lisa's warmth made her fall asleep, she entered into dreamland once Yoongi came in.

"How do you still look cute while being asleep?" He was about to smile but shook his head in confusion.

What did I just say??

She slept peacefully. She looked like snow white. Her short wavy hair laid upon the pillow. Her red lips like a crisp apple, her long lashes made her look like a princess, her cheeks tinted in dark pink color.

Would I ever sleep like you do? With no worries? Not dreaming of the past? Even in my sleep everything still hurts, it's still the same pain.

He came near the girl, he moved her hair out of the way and covered her with fresh new blankets. He placed his hands once more on her forehead to check her temperature. Her temperature didn't change.

"Sweet dreams." He said before closing the door.

"D-don't leave me." She said as she was having another nightmare. Little did he know, that she also suffers in the inside.

To be continued...

Ok ok. So this is not my best chapter like the first chapters, I feel like it gets crappier by every chapter I write. But I promise i will keep trying to get this book interesting! I hope you kinda enjoyed it. Don't be afraid to correct my mistakes :)

-lifeu