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My heart is doing things to me...I'm scared of the outcome.

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-•Yoongi p.o.v•-

White little specks fell down from the dark abyss that holds bright stars at night. Little small fragments accumulating on the soft fluffy blanket that covered the lifeless leaves of the trees. As the snow fell so did my tears, my tears that had held the painful past, the agony of long ago. She was holding me tight, yet she so softly. My arms around her back as my head was on the crook of her neck letting my warm tears hit her bare skin. The feelings that one was bottled up had been shaken and I exploded with a rush of emotions that hurt my chest when I started to sob.

"Everything will be fine." She patted my back softly as she whispered quietly. I slowly felt my body weaken more, I felt emotionally tired after crying. I slowly felt my eyes close, still feeling tears rolling down. Darkness started to consume me as I felt that I slowly let my arms fall down, and my whole weight fell onto her.

"Sleep well." Is the last thing I heard before falling into my fantasies that my head would do.

After what it felt like two hours, I woke up to see the bright light beaming through the crystal windows. I looked around to see a yellow sticky-note beside the desk that was next to me. My pale cold fingers reaching to the thin paper as I read her cute handwriting.

Good morning or afternoon,

You look like a person that will sleep late! Anyways! I'm leaving for the hospital again! Please take the medicine that I left right beside this note and the food that I left downstairs. I'll be back to my own house, I would love to see you again when I come back...Anyways! Here is my number if you need anything!
602-xxxx-xxx

Sincerely,
Kim Lisa

I turned to see the alarm clock remembering something that Lisa said before. It showed 9:30 am. I widened my eyes and felt my heart hammer fast against my fragile chest. I hurried and tried to find my sweater. I suddenly felt a pain on my stomach and I immediately stopped what I was doing.

"Aish. I thought by now I would've felt better." My words going through my gritted teeth trying to hold in my sudden pain and endure it.

I shoved my feet inside my shoes and dashed out the door. I saw white everywhere as if it was a heaven of some sort and as the cold air hit my warm face. My shoes sinking into the frosty white particles making a weird sound every time I stomped on the white snow. Snowflakes falling slowly within the thin wind, some landing gracefully on my face as it melted once it was in contact with my pale skin. My heart beating excitedly, I felt a little anxious at each step I took.

"White is a sign of hope...right?" I whispered, my words turning into white smoke when my warm breath hit the cold air. I looked through the blurry glass of the Coffee shop. My eyes landing on one specific person I wanted to meet. She was sitting on the table looking through the glass waiting for her order. Her now light brown eyes following my eyes once she realized my presence.

My heart thumped as I tried to hide my wide smile that wanted to creep up my lips. My heart didn't make my situation better, I was caught. I didn't want her to know I was following her. I don't want her to think I'm a stalker. I was so nervous but I tried to act cool.