Protecting Rosalie |discontinued|

The beginning of the surge

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Rosie darling come eat your breakfast before it becomes cold!" Mother always made sure I ate. She loved me and father so much back then.
" coming mommy" My childlike voice rang through the house as the little pitter patter noises from my feet echoed down the hallway. I entered the kitchen and smiled a huge smile up at her and she leaned down kissing my forehead in a swift action.

It's those moments I miss the most. When everything was so simple and carefree. I sighed , reaching up to put the glasses away in the cupboard. Lately I've been feeling weak and I don't know why. It could be the fact that I haven't eaten anything but a pack of crackers over the last three or so days but I've survived on less than that. It could be the fact that father beat me so hard last week my bruises are still a deep purple but I've also had worse so that is out.
" Are you fucking done with dinner yet you piece of shit?" My father growled from the living room.
" It's still in the oven father" I say loud enough so he can hear. He sighs grumbling to himself about how useless I am and I can't help but to want to plot against him. The timer went off and I grabbed the oven mitts carefully pulling the roast out so I don't burn my already damaged body. I cut it into large slabs and take it all to him. If I'm lucky he feeds me the scraps. If not , I'm s.o.l and I'll have to rummage through the pot for pieces that fell off.
" Get in here now baby girl" he says sweetly and I knew what was coming. I bite my lip and take a deep breath. As soon as I'm through the door a ceramic mug is thrown across my skull and I can't help but to whimper as I grab my head.
" How many fucking times do I need to tell you before your dumbass can understand when you cook my roast I want fucking chunks not SLABS" he says yelling the last word. I nod my head showing I understand.
" yes father I'm sorry father please forgive your worthless daughter" I say trembling. I can't remember when it started to get this bad. It just ... did. I took the tray into the kitchen once more and took the scissors cutting it into squares for my stupid pathetic father.
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I walked through the woods smelling the air as the leaves float down around me. I touch the large rough trees as I go deeper and deeper into the forest. My spot will be coming up soon and then I can rest here. No interruptions , no one to yell at me and no one to hurt me. I heard sticks breaking nearby and I could sense them watching me again. When they are watching or around me is when I feel it most. The tingling sensation. It starts in my toes and fingers and progresses all over my body. It doesn't scare me. It's a nice feeling but I wish I knew what it was. There seems to always be something wrong with me.

   I lay back on the large rocks that look over the water. It's honestly so beautiful out here. I could die peacefully out here. I wonder if Medea would rather live out here too , ya know with her hating people and all. I giggle to myself. I'm so weird but I love it. Most people have no personality and want to follow others like puppies. Not me. I love myself  and I am who I am. No one will change me.

     Suddenly I hear a deep echo through the woods and a painstaking howl erupts loudly. I begin to run as fast as I can to see what is happening. A large black wolf , a little too large if I'm honest. Good god that thing is like a fucking bear. It's fighting with a scraggly wolf with foam coming out of its mouth. It sees me and veers off to the side coming for me and reaches me in just two strides. How did I get so close. Oh hell why me !? I scream and try to run but before I can even move the black wolf lunges and snaps the scraggly ones neck and stares at me. I'm frozen in shock and I am ashamed to say I feel as if I'm going to faint. It slowly steps towards me with its head low and I reach my hand towards him timidly.
" hey there handsome boy" I say not to frighten him or maybe it was myself I'm trying not to frighten. He nuzzles it and slowly comes closer and the tingling sensation sky rockets as soon as he touches me. It's the wolves. It has been all along. I must have a connection to them somehow. I begin to run my fingers through its fur and it licks my cheek softly. I giggle and can't help but to want to live out here with this wolf , so carefree with no burdens but finding the next meal. 

     I look up into the sky and see the sun going down faster and faster. I look down at the wolf which is now surprisingly and slightly terrifyingly laying next to me with his head in my lap. I begin to get up and he whimpers slightly.
" trust me I'd rather stay with you than go home to the hell that waits but I can't" I say and pet him and he walks with me all the way to the edge of the woods and I can't help but to feel so so safe. If only I could stay. It would be the perfect get away. In an instance the wolf grabs my already torn shirt and pulls me back , making the tingles shoot across my back in an Icee way. I gasp as he howls loudly into the air and lowers his head over me in a protective stance. I'm rigid. I'm as still as the tree beside me.  This is him telling me he is here to protect me and once I understand I hug his neck so tightly I doubt he could breath for a second.
" thank you " I say and run inside before the sun fully vanishes from view. What a weird day this has been. I finally go back to work in the morning so that's also a plus. But anywho I'm feeling a little drained and my head is feeling a little tender. I lay down in my creaky bed but not before I lock the door behind me. My eyes close and I can't help but to fall asleep to the thought of the big black wolf.

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Hey guys! Sorry I know this first page was soooo boring but it'll get better I promise ! Just gotta get past the initial phase lol keep reading my loves and don't be afraid to criticize ( in a very non mean way?) lol thanks for reading it means so much! Until next time!