Lucy Heartfilia, the most powerful member of Fairy Tail!!

Chapter Twenty-One: So Many Questions... (Part One)

Natsu's P.O.V

It's been a month and thirteen days since Lucy left, and everyday I feel worse and worse without her around. I think everyone in the guild feels a little out of it. I know that Lucy will be coming back, but the question that is always on my mind and probably everyone else's is 'when'.

But right now we can't really do anything.

I haven't been on a mission since Lucy left. I've been getting by alright though, because happy is still going on missions with Wendy and Carla and sometimes Erza and Gray, so he's the one that is always buying food and giving it to me. My time is usually spent at home and sometimes in the Guild. Lisanna checks up on me at least three times a week, asking if I've been eating, if I'm sleeping alright and if I'm feeling okay. I say yes to everything but its not really the truth. Yes I eat regularly, but its not as much as I used to, yes I sleep, but it's only when I can which is about three to four hours every couple of nights, and yes I feel okay, if you exclude the feeling of a broken heart, the feeling of loneliness, the feeling of worry and the feeling of doubt.

But besides all of that, I'm fine.

Today is Thursday, its six in the morning and all I'm doing is laying in my hammock thinking about what to do. I haven't been to the guild in a week, so I should probably go in today. I lazily get out of my hammock and decide to take a shower and put some new cloths on since its been a while since I've actually had a shower. I quickly stripped and stepped into the shower, turning the hot water on full blast and putting a small amount of cold water on. I wash myself properly for once, then I just stand in the shower leaning back against the cold tiles. I must have been there a while because I was snapped back to reality when I heard someone banging on the bathroom door.

"Natsu!" I heard Lisanna yell.

I turn the shower off with a sigh. I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around my waist. I make my way to the bathroom door. I unlock the door then open it and a bunch of steam comes out.

"What?" I say irritated.

"You didn't answer the door so I was worried, so I let myself in and I've been banging on your bathroom door for like five minutes. I was almost going to ram the door down." Lisanna said, also slightly irritated.

"Why do you have to be so dramatic." I say pushing past her to get some fresh cloths.

"I'm not dramatic Natsu... I'm just worried about you..." She said.

"Well stop." I say.

"Stop what?" She asked.

I sigh and shake my head. I grab out a dark grey shirt with a light grey silhouette of a dragon rearing on its back legs breathing  fire. I then grab some white pants and a red belt. 

"Just stop worrying about me." I said to Lisanna, as I walked past her and into the bathroom, closing the door to get changed.

"I'm allowed to be worried about you Natsu..." Lisanna said, through the door.

"Yeah, but you worry to much." I reply.

"I worry just as much as everyone else Natsu." She said a little sternly.

I open the bathroom door, with only my pants on and my shirt and scarf in my hands.

"No Lisanna you worry a lot more then everyone else." I say as I put on the skin tight shirt. "You come over here at least every second day to make sure I'm eating, sleeping and feeling okay. Everyone else just talks to me when they see me at the guild and if they want to know all the things you constantly ask me, they just go to Happy. Its like you forgot Happy is even around. I have him to look after me if I need it, I don't need someone else." I say, putting my scarf on, barging past her and walking to the front door.