You're the reason why I breathe.

Concert

I got dressed in my black skinny jeans and HIM t-shirt, grabbing my key necklace and slipped it around my neck. My friend Jessica gave it to me for my 18 birthday and I never let it out of my sight. It means so much to me. 

"READY YET, BRUH!?"  

"I swear to fucking god if you call me that again I am taking a spiked tampon and shoving up your vagina!"

"I wuvvv wooo!" She said, swinging the door open and storming into the room tackling me to the floor. I gasped for air and tried to pry her skinny ass off of me. She may be only 100 pounds but fuck she's strong. 

"Chelsea. Get. OFF. DAMNIT. I CAN'T BREATHE." I gasped between every word. She giggled and let go to straddle my waist. "Let's have sex." I shoved her off and laughed. She's the only person that can make me laugh and not cross the line with things. "I'll be in the car." I said, getting up and running downstairs while grabbing my keys off of the coffee table. 

"Ricky, I love you! You're the best brother anyone could ask for!" I couldn't help but to smile at that. I know I may be unstable at times, but she still loves me. "I love you too, Chelsea!" giggling softly I walked out the door to the car. I pushed the unlock button on my key chain and opened the door. "This better be good." I sighed, and slid into the drivers seat.

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"NO NO NO NO NO NO NO GOD NO." I screamed while trying to wiggle her off. She was making me go backstage to meet these people. I don't want to. To be honest I loved the concert and all, but the last thing I wanted to do was meet him. Even though the lead singer kept glancing and making eye contact with me throughout the whole set. 

"He'll love you!" She said, dragging me backstage. "ANGELO!" She yelled, and a tall, and very adorable man turned around to look at us. He smiled and walked over to us. I stopped in my tracks and looked at him. He had long black hair and gorgeous blue eyes. I could get used to him being around.

"Hey, Chelsea!" He said in an ecstatic tone and engulfed her in a tight brotherly hug.

"Hi, Ange!" She smiled widely and wrapped her arms around his body. "Where's Chris?"

"He's right over there. YO, CHRIS!" He yelled while turning around to look at the tall lanky figure. He turned around and looked at the three of us. 

Oh. My. God.

This man was the most perfect human being I have ever saw in my entire life. He smiled a gorgeous smile and walked over to us to greet everyone. "Hey, Chel. Who's this?" He turned his attention to me. I felt a blush creep upon my cheeks and I managed to stutter out "H-H-Hi. I'm R-Ricky." And I shakily stuck out my hand to give him a handshake, since I fucked up the proper  "Hi, I'm Ricky!" introduction. He smiled sweetly and took my hand and pressed his pierced lips to the back of it. "Why, hello there, Ricky." My whole body flushed and I got lost in his stunning eyes. I legit just humiliated myself in front of a guy that I obviously know is going to be around me and my little sister more. 

"Ricky? Ricky!"   My sister yelled at me, trying to get me back on earth and out of my little daze I was in. "Huh?" I said, looking at her. She smirked evilly and whispered in my ear, "Told you he was sexy." 

And damn, was she right. 

I want him. I don't care if I just met him.

I want him.