Whoops (a Niall Horan Fanfiction)

Chapter 26

BRIANNA'S POV

"I think you might of had a miscarriage. I'm so sorry."

My heart broke. My baby? Gone? Died? I started to cry, putting my head in my hands. No! Why me? Why couldn't of been Nancy or Shen or Kati? Lord knows they've had plenty of abortions. Why me? Hadn't I've gone through enough? I held Niall's hand while everyone came back in.

"What happened? The nurses wouldn't tell us." Julie asked, coming towards my bed.

"The -the baby died. I've had a miscarriage." I said. Everyone's mouths dropped. I started crying again. So did Niall. I got discharged that afternoon. When we got back to our flat, I went to our bedroom, shut off all the lights and closed the blinds, and shut the door and cried. Cried like I never had before. I cursed at no one. I got under the covers and slept. Slept for hours. Niall joined me.  The boys tried to cheer me and Niall up, but to no prevail. We laid facing each other.

"Don't take this in the wrong way, but we can always try again in the future." He said.

"I know, but this was the first time. I do want to have a kid."

"I do too. Lets get some sleep. I know you are exhausted." He started playing with my hair, and I fell asleep.

*a month later*

I had gotten over the miscarriage, not in a mean way. I did think about it from time to time, but not daily. I had started to think that maybe we weren't ready for a kid. We were still considered newlyweds, for we had not passed the one year mark. I still wanted to drink, so I decided to wait a couple months before we even thought about having a kid. Niall brought it up sometimes, but I always told him why we should wait. My miscarriage had gotten on the news and it finally blew over. Me and Julie planned to go to Hawaii, we have always wanted to go. Niall had shows while we were in Hawaii, so we each had some distractions. We were all heading for the airport, for our planes left at the same time.

"Bye, I'll see you in 3 weeks. Have a good time! Love you!!!" Me and Niall kissed, Julie and Harry doing the same thing. We both ran to our planes, barely getting there on time. I handed our tickets to the flight attendant, being the last people on the plane. Niall had been nice enough and upgraded both of us to first class. He even paid for Julie's. He was so sweet. Me and Julie got onto the plane, and tried to calm down. We were going to Hawaii together! I was so excited. I hated falling asleep on planes, but it happened anyway.

We landed in Hawaii, and I knew that the boys would still be on the plane to Tokyo. Me and Niall had always wanted to go there together, but I knew I would go there with him one day. I sighed and went to the hotel. We went out shopping, and we had a blast. Tomorrow we would be going cliff jumping, into water of course. We went to bed early, and Niall called me at 3 am.

"What's up Niall?"

"Nothing. Just wanted to say that I landed safely. What time is it in Hawaii? Its 6 pm over here."

"3:28 am."

"Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry for calling you this early! Well you go back to sleep babe, I love you have fun!"

'You to Niall! Love you."

I hung up and went to sleep.

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A/N

sorry this was short and kinda uneventful. sorry I updated bc my best friend @harry_styless20 wanted me too.

k byeeeee

~Brianna