You & I (BP Sequel) Harry Styles Love Story

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RACHELS POV:

The last 3 years have been horrible.

After the honey moon, which was awful as well, me and Thomas went and got a flat in London. I always wanted to live in London as they have amazing photography companies. Ive always wanted to take my photography career farther but....well....that didn't happen. Yes me and Thomas moved to London mainly because Thomas' job is in London, so its closer, but I thought maybe I could get my career with my photography going but apparently not. Thomas thinks that I should just be a house wife. So that's what I am. A house wife. Staying at home, cooking, cleaning and just being a slave to Thomas. Thomas doesn't think that its slaving but I do. I mean im only 21 and yes I married young but that wasn't my fault. My dad forced me to marry him young and now im being a house wife. I didn't want this. I wanted to go for my photography career. I mean if I had my career at least one thing in my life would have gone right but no. Now nothing is right. I am being a house wife which I hate because its boring and I do the same thing over and over again. Another reason my life is horrible is because I hate Thomas.

I just want Harry. Even after 3 years I still think about Harry and want to be with Harry. I didn't wanna marry Thomas but my dad forced me into it. My dad has a lot of say in everything now. I mean even he agreed I should be a house wife. After everything its like him and Thomas are married and in a relationship more. But then I don't even bother trying anymore. I don't wanna be here doing this but I have no choice. Everytime I fight with Thomas or my dad about it they join together and I just give up because they always win.

You may be thinking why don't I just leave Thomas? Well if I could do that then I would've of but I cant. If I could do that I would of not married him in the first place. But no my dad and him shout and say I cant. That im not aloud and if I do then I get everything taken away from me. Everything I owe will be taken and Thomas or my dad will have it and I cant afford that. I cant afford to lose everything. Yes I can go back to Harry or my mum but my mum don't have the type of money to help me out. And yes I know Harry will help and that he has the money for it because of his career but I don't wanna use Harry like that. I hate Harry buying me things with his money. I mean its his and he earned it I don't wanna be babied with it and for him to spent it on me. I wanna earn my owe money for the things I want. But right now im not doing that either because Thomas gets the money from his work and he gives me some but he always has a say in everything I buy. I don't buy much unless its food or something important because I don't like using other peoples money, never had.

You may also be thinking why cant I just get a job? Say no to being a house wife? Well I'll tell you that if I could I would but I cant. Wanna know why? Thomas wont let me. Nether will my dad. You mean be thinking why I do everthing they tell me to? Well its because Thomas...beats me. There I said it. Everytime I say something about getting a job to earn my owe money or if I buy something that he doesn't like he'll get mad. Beat me. Hit me. Hurt me. Physically and Mentally. He shouts abuse at me too. It hurts. Everything he says or every time he hits me. It hurts. So bad. My dad doesn't do shit. He stood there and watched it happen once and just smiled. He didn't care that this man was hurting his daughter. I don't think he even cares about me..

Being at home gives me a lot of time to watch tv and this means I can see what Harry and the boys are doing. They are doing so well. One direction is the biggest band in the world and literally everyone everywhere is obsessed with them. Im glad that they are happy and having fun with there dream, especially since I cant.

If youre wondering no im not happy. Not since I've seen Harry or the boys. They make me happy. Truly anyway. Thomas, well he beats me and hurts me so no he doesn't make me happy. Im not happy. Im sad, depressed even. I haven't smiled or laughed for over 3 years. Im slowly losing myself and my mind. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't even know who I am anymore either. I just wanna be who I was before but that doesn't seem to be happening.

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Its a Monday so Thomas went to work leaving me at the house like always. The house wasn't so dirty so I only clean what looked like it needed to be and sat watching a film on tv. Soon I realised it was lunch and thought I would go for a walk to starbucks. Get some fresh air. Actually leave the house for a bit.

So I got my keys and phone and started walking towards the nearest starbucks.

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DID ANY OF YOU EXPECT THOMAS TO BE ABUSING RACHEL? WHAT DO YOU THINK? DO YOU LIKE IT SO FAR EVEN THOUGH ITS THE FIRST CHAPTER AHAH

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