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RACHELS POV:

I woke up to someone shouting at me and pulling me up from the floor. I lazily opened my eyes and thats when i saw Thomas' face in front of mine. I opened my eyes wide realising what was happening. I looked at the clock on the wall in the hallway and saw it was 5 which means Thomas should be leaving for work soon. When i looked back at Thomas i realise he has me up against the wall again. His hands were on my forearms holding me up against the wall. 

"WHY DIDNT YOU COME TO BED LAST NIGHT?!" He shouted obviously too drunk last night to realise he told me not to go to bed. I didnt wanna go anyway. I hate sharing a bed with him. Especially after his beaten me. 

"You told me not too" I weakly said looking at him in the eyes. 

"DONT LIE!" He shouted slapping me around the face. My face turned to the side, now i was facing the door.  I could still stand on the floor as for last night when he held me up so i wasnt touching the floor. 

"Im not you said that to me." I said weakly again facing him again. I wouldnt normally talk about as much as i have been lately but i knew no matter what that he would beat me so there was no point. 

Thomas never said anything after that he just got his bag and keys and walked out without hitting me again. I thought it was weird at first but i didnt care. 

I was still tired from last night and being woken up early this morning, so i went to our bedroom and fell asleep in the comfort of the covers. 

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I woke back up at 4 and realised a slept the whole day and that Thomas would be home in an hour. I quickly had a shower and got changed before walking into the kitchen and making a simple dinner for us for when Thomas comes home. 

As i was dishing up the dinner on the plates i heard the front door open and chatting. Thats when I felt to hands on my hips and i flinched, knowing it was Thomas. 

"Hello honey" He said sweetly and kissed my cheek. What was all that? 

"Hi?" I said confused but he didnt question it. 

I turned round and saw my dad standing in the door way smiling at us. 

"Aww dont you guys look cute" He said 

"No"

"Yes" 

Me and Thomas said at the same time. We looked at each other and glared but my dad just laughed. 

"So whats for dinner?" dad asked sitting down next to Thomas on the island. 

"Pasta" I said 

"Thats a bit simple" Thomas said and i shrugged

"Well its that or nothing" I said harshly and slammed there bowls in front of them. 

I sat opposite them with my bowl slowly eating, not really paying attention to what they were saying untill Thomas said my name.

"Huh?" 

"You didnt hear me?" He asked with a smirk and my father had one on his face too. 

"No sorry" I said and i knew he was going to repeat himself.

"I was saying that maybe you shouldnt eat so much like you do. Your getting a little fat. Maybe go to the gym more, yea?" He said and i stared at him and my dad with a shocked face. They both sat there with smirks. 

"I agree" My father said

Yea Thomas has called me some names and beat me but his never called me fat. Maybe this was why he was being so nice, cause he was just going to say this. I looked down at my bowl and saw that i nearly finished. I looked down at my stomach and thighs and started to feel sick. Maybe their right? 

I slowly got up throwing my left overs in the bin and washing up my bowl before excusing myself. 

"Im going to have a bath and go to bed" I said and they both still stood there with a smirk on their faces. 

"Night Honey" Thomas said and kissed me on my lips before i left to have a shower. I never kiss him back but it doesnt stop him from trying. 

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As i walk upstairs towards the bathroom, tears stream down my face and sobs starting to escape my mouth. 

I undressed myself and watched the bath fill up with boiling hot water. 

I turned the taps off as it filled at the right height. I dipped my feet in the hot water and felt my body quickly warm up. I grapped the blade from the side of the bath and pulled it towards my wrist. I slowly pushed the blade into my wrist and pulled away. I did this a couple times on both wrist, getting deeper each time. Then i moved to my hips and thighs and cut a couple times on each. The bath water had now started to turn red from my blood pouring out but i couldnt careless. I let my arm hang off the edge of the bath. The blade slowly falling out of my hands on to the floor. My blood spattered off of the blade onto the white tiled floor before the blade settled peacefully on the bathroom floor. My eyes started to feel heavy and i knew i was about to pass out. I didnt do anything to stop myself though. I let myself slip into darkness for a little while. 

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I got startled awake when loud banging come from the bathroom door. 

"RACHEL OPEN THE DOOR NOW! YOUVE BEEN IN THERE FOR AN HOUR!" I heard Thomas shout. Shit! I passed out for an hour. I quickly pulled the plugged out and watched the now red water drain down. I quickly but the blade away and cleaned up all the signs of any blood. Even my cuts were now bandaged up so Thomas wouldnt see them. I got into my pjamas which consist of checkered bottoms and a white long sleeved jumper. 

I slowly opened the door, only to be throw up the wall just outside the bathroom by Thomas. 

"WHY WERE YOU IN THERE FOR SO LONG?!" He shouted as he held my injured wrist up against the wall. 

"I lost track of time" I said as i winced when he sqeezed my wrists. It hurt so much but i didnt wanna show it but it was becoming hard not to. 

"YOU BETTER NOT DO THAT AGAIN!" He warned and slapped me across the face before leaving me and walking out of the house. 

I slowly walked over to our bed and fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow. 

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