Chapter 38: Forbidden Feelings

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Our safety bars lifted up and we all got off of our rides and grabbed our belongings as we exited out the ride. However it was extremely packed coming out which broke Kaoru's and mine hands apart from each other. Once everyone was finally out I ran up to catch up with them. 'How could they forget me like that!' I thought as I caught up.

"Guys! That's mean to just leave me like that!" I muttered at them which made them all turned at me.

"Tama-chan, that's so unlike you." Said another voice next to me. I turned to be face with Mitsukuni-kun. He looked up to me and then back at Tamaki senpai and them or so we thought.

*recap*

Itsumi's POV
"Well, I guess we're both lost." I exclaimed as we both sat on a bench.

"Yeah, I guess so." He said in a happy tone. I turned to him and looked at him with confusion on my faces. He had a slight smile on his face as he turned to me.

"Why are you so happy?" I questioned looking down.

"Am I not allow to be happy?" He questioned, laughing at me.

"N-no, it's not that!" I exclaimed at him while he laughed at me.

"Haha, I know what you mean." He giggled smiling at me which made me smile back at him. *doki,doki* 'T-This feeling.' I thought.

"Awhh, I missed this." He exclaimed standing up which made me look up at him in surprised, with my cheeks hinted in red. 'D-Did he.' He walked towards me and grabbed my hands, bending to my level, staring in my eyes. *doki,doki*

"Let's have fun together today, just the two of us." He smiled at me holding onto my hands. I could feel my heart throbbing from my chest as he stared at me with his warm and compassionate brown eyes. Tears started to blurry my vision as I smiled a happy yet teary smile which made the tears drop from my face as I held onto his hands against of mine. 'I miss him, I miss his hands, and the way he looks at me.' He moved closer to me, putting his forehead on my forehead which made us both smile at each other.

"You're still beautiful even when your crying." He said with a smile which made me cry even more.

"I-Itsumi-chan don't cry! I'm here now, so please don't cry while I'm here by your side, please." He exclaimed embracing me into a hug which made me instantly hug him back. The tears couldn't stop falling as he embraced me which made me feel even more safe with him with me. I missed his embraced.

"I-I'm s-sorry Mitsukuni-kun. T-these tears j-just won't s-stopp." I answered hugging him tight as if I was going to lose him again. 'I can't help it, I don't think I'm over him. But this is so wrong, Kaoru I'm so sorry.' I thought as he pulled away, cupping my face. He gave me a smile and whipped away my tears and kissed me on the forehead. 'I miss his kisses.'

"Now let's go and have some fun, shall we?" He smiled brightly at me guiding me by my hand. I smiled back at him as we went to our next ride. 'I miss this feelings.'

Kaoru's POV

"Guys? Where's Itsumi's?" I questioned as we all stopped walking, making us look around.

"Weren't they behind us???" Questioned Haruhi.

"Now that I think about it, Mitsukuni wasn't by my side?" Answered Shizuka with a confused look on her face.

"Let's go look for them!" I answered as we all scattered around looking for them.

"You're still beautiful even when your crying." I heard someone say as crying could be heard.

"I-Itsumi-chan don't cry! I'm here now, so please don't cry while I'm here by your side, please." I heard him say which stopped me in my tracks.

"I-I'm s-sorry Mitsukuni-kun. T-these tears j-just won't s-stopp." I heard her cracking voice said as she continue to cry. *heart breaks* I watched as he pulled away from her, cupping her beautiful face. He wiped away her teary face and kissed her forehead. I turned away and continue to walk back to the others. My heart felt like it broke a million pieces.

"What was I thinking. Of course I couldn't beat Honey senpai..." I said in a whisper as I started up at the sky as a tear slip down my face.

>> back to the others <<

Hikaru's POV

"Kaoru! Any signs of Itsumi's and Honey sen- what happened." I exclaimed holding onto him as he stared at my eyes with pure sadness in them.

"I.. their safe. She's with Honey senpai...." I said in a whisper looking down. I let out a sigh and hug onto him. 'Oh, Kaoru. I should of told you early before you fell to hard for her. That Honey senpai ever stopped loving her.' I thought with full guilt written on my face. 'I'm sorry, Kaoru. It's all my fault your in this pain!' I blamed myself as I held onto him.

Itsumi's POV

"Remember this ride?" He laughed at me taking me to another roller coaster that we went on the last time.

"Are you sure you won't be afraid like last time?" I giggled at him as walked over to the line.

"Nope, when I'm with you, I'm never afraid!" He said proudly as we walked into a cart, putting our bags into the cubby. We sat side to side, as the lap bar and shoulder bar compressed our chest and thighs.

"Let's make this a challenge!" He giggled at me.

"What kinda of challenge?" I questioned him.

"A no smiling, screaming, laughing or any facial expressions challenge for each roller coaster we ride that takes pictures! And the winner makes the loser do whatever the winner wants ." He exclaimed with a little smirk on his face.

"Your so on!" I smirked back at him.

"My the best one win." He answered as the ride began to travel up.

Hey!! And welcome to another story!! I just wanna apologize, because of school I haven't been able to post as much. I'm taking many ap classes and they are super stressful! Lmao but I'll try to update as much as I can, but I'm also busy with class skits for spirit weeks, and clubs. So I do apologize, but I hope you enjoyed this chapter! Love you all!!

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