Losing

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I am terrible. I haven't updated in so long. I suck I know. And I am sorry for that. Here it is a short, bad update. I am truly sorry. Enjoy. Oh and check the gif! xo

Doctor's point of view

I can't believe that I've lost Clara. That I've took her from her parents again. Sure she thinks that her parents are dead. But I managed to save them. They are going to kill me. But no. I will find her. I will find her and bring her home.

-River, please. Tell me if you know something about this.I begged.

-I am sorry, sweetie. This is new. I have no clue..." she replied

-Tell Amy when she wakes up, tell her that I am sorry. And that I will get their daughter back. Even if it's the last thing I do. Tell them River. I said sheading a tear.

-Doctor, take care! was all that she said.

I stormed out the door, and into my Tardis. I'll try and retrace her steps. It might get my some time, it might be complicated. But I will never stop.

Unknown man's point of view

It's sometime since I've seen anyone walking in this part of the town. I tought they were afraid of me. They are afraid of me, because I look the same since um like ages. But they shouldn't be afraid. She wasn't afraid. But she died. Anyways this girl looks really lost and really scared

- It's ok. Don't be afraid. I won't hurt you. I said calmly.

-I -I don't know who I am. Do you? she asked

- You are injured. Come with me.

I took her inside, because she was injured. She looked burned and blood was running down from her nose. Something bad happened to her. I recognize this type on injuries. I had them one to many times.

-Let me help you. Don't you remember anything? I asked the girl while cleaning her.

-Um no. Um what's your name?

-I'm Jack. What should I call you?

-Whatever you want. I don't remem-

-Ok. Relax. Go and shower and rest. We'll talk after that.

I let her rest while I wash the towel that I used on her blood cleaning. I hope that she is connected to whom I think she is. That person is who I need. The people here don't understand me and I can't leave. I am kind of stuck here. After some time passed she came down and she asked for food and we started talking.

- So. You haven't got any clue?

-No, Jack. I don't even know what year we are in.

- 1965.

- Um. Ok. Where?

-Just outside of New York.

Right after I said that, some sort of light came out of her hands. She panicked and when I tried to calm her down she hit me with that light.

-Oh. I am so sorry.

-Ah I wi-will be ok. Relax. What was that.

- I just remembered that I saw this once before.

-Ok. Relax. Don't push yourself.

Amy's point of view

I just woke up in my bed. How is this possible? I was in Camelot. We all were in Camelot. Oh, no. Clara!

-Clara! River? Where is she? I screamed while running down the stairs.

-Mom, she'll be fine. I promise. The Doctor will find her and bring her home.

-No.. Rory... tell me that-

-She's a fighter, Amy. He said crying.

This I won't forgive him. Not this time around.

Clara's point of view

I can't seem to remember anything about my self. But something deep down tells me that I should trust this man, called Jack. He's quite handsome. He left me alone in his house so he can get some groceries. But I am so bored. I need  to see if something will remind me of who I really am. So I stared to think really hard, but nothing. Then I saw this blue copybook that was so familiar. It was so blue the bluest of blue. Then my head started burning and I could feel the blood running down my nose. I felt that again. Like I was disappearing again.

-No! Stop it. You can't go.

-How can I stop it? I screamed.

-Think of me. My name, my face, my perfume. Anything.

-Ha! I did it Jack!

-Yes. What happened? he asked

- I saw you copybook, the blue one.

-So it's you... it's really you.

He explained everything while fixing dinner. Everything about this Doctor. Then it hit me. All of my memories are floating back. But it hurts so much I can barely breathe. I almost passed out screaming in pure agony but Jack was there for me.

-What happened? I asked him still hurting

-I think you just remembered who you are, no?

-My name is Clara. Clara Pond. I said yelling in pure excitement and hugging him.

-Nice you meet you Clara. he said smiling

-So, Jack. Let's go back to London, 2014. The Doctor can't land the Tardis in New York. Not anymore. Long story.

I tried to think about home and about my parents. But it didn't work.

- Clara. You probably need some rest. Let's try that again, later. He said wiping my tears away.

-Ok.

Doctor's Point of View

What am I doing. Why I can't find her? She needs to be here somewhere. I can't-wait. What's that sound?

- Hello? I asked weirdly knowing that I am alone in the Tardis.

-Doctor? said a voice I longed to hear

-Clara? I dared to ask

-Doctor! she said before passing out in my arm.

-She's tired. another voice spoke.

-WHAT?WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? I screamed

- I missed you too. I like the new face, by the way. Number, what? 11?

- 12, actually.

-wow. said the man.

-Jack Harkness! Come here!

.I hugged the long lost friend and then we focused on Clara who she was waking up. All she said was to take her home. I did so.

-Clara! Oh Clara you are ok. said both Amy and Rory.

- Amy, I am so sorry. I said and she slapped me.

-Get out of my house. Doctor. And never come back.

-Mom, what are you doing?

- I said get out. Get out of our home, of our house. I don't ever want to see you again. You only bring death and pain. I don't want you near my daughters or us, Doctor. I hate you. With all my heart. I wish I would never met you! she said screaming and breaking my hearts.

-Mom!

-No, Clara. Your mother is right. No more Doctor for us. said Rory the roman

- It's ok.

- Don't you dare speak. yelled him again.

- Clara. You need to chose between him and us. spoke Amelia

Clara's point of view

How can they make me chose between them and the Doctor? I don't want to chose, I can't chose... 

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