I'll Find You

Ch.4

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The things slanted in this section are Flashbacks from now on unless i tell you i changed it

------LEXAS POV

I woke up smiling see Clarke next to me I loved waking up next to. Her she was my happiness in this dark bunker we've been trapped in for years. I pressed my lips agianst her forhead softly and got out  of bed.

"Good morning Lexie" she said smilling. Costia and her were the only ones allowed to call me that. It was something Clarke has always called me and im fine with it.

I smiled back "Good morning Clarke" She got out of bed and walked over to me wrapping her arms around my neck.

"where are you off to so early" she said with a smile. I glanced over at the clock it was 8:15

"Im gonna go to the gym. Gotta stay in shape if  I wanna be a guard" I smiled putting my arms around her waist.

"But its early" she complained. I laughed a little and kissed her agian. She softly kissed me back as I let go grabbing my jacket.

"Ill be back later ok" I smiled as i walked towards the door

"You better be back" she smiled as I opened the door and walked  out towards the gym

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"Lexa" I heard someone say.

"What" i rolled over realizing i was still in bed.

"Its 5:45 get up the guards will yell at you" I sat up in bed and looked at Echo my roommate i guess you could say. It had been 2 weeks since the fight with Bellmay and I .he hates me even more now.

"Well im up now, Ok you can go" I stood up grabbing the close they had set for us. I was happy to see Blake agian. She remined me so much of Clarke. Her Saphire eyes and light blonde hair she wasnt close to Clarke and I still dont think she knows what happened to her,

"Whats wrong Lexie" I looked at her with a stern look

"dont ever call me that" I said a little anger showing in my voice

"Good morning to you to" she said as she walked out of the room. Ya i guess i felt bad for yelling at her like that but i really didnt like her that much. I sighed and walked over to the door grabbing the jacket sitting next to the door

I picked up the Jacket running my finger along the sewing. It was the jacket Clarke got me the day i finally became a guard. A small tear rolled down my face at the thought of her.  I quickly wiped the tear away and walked out of the room throwing on the jacket.

-----------BLAKES POV

I sat down across from Costia as I usally did

"Hey wheres Lexa?" i asked her taking a bite of an apple

"I havent seen her this morning" she said taking a sip of what i assumed to be coffee. with her not around i thought it would be a perfect time to ask about Clarke

"Costia i have to ask you a question about" I paused for a second would she actually being willing to talk to me about her? "I have to ask you a question about clarke"

She raised her eybrows "OK shoot"

"What happened to her" i paused agian "I really dont know the story of what happened" I looked back to make sure Lexa wasnt here yet "Like why is Lexa so sad about it like I know what they had was special but why?'

She stared at me with a blank expression "You really dont know what happened?"

"No i really dont"

"Ok well long story short Lexa watched Clarke be tortured and watched her die in her arms..." she trialed off as she stared at someone standing behinde me. I knew Lexa was standing behinde me I didnt want to turn around but I did.

I saw her eyes start to tear up but she held them back wiping a single tear off her face. I imminently stood up and hugged her. She collapsed in my arms tears rolling down the side of her face my tshirt damp with now.

I sat down lexa still in my arms. I looked over to Costia with a worried expression on my face. She returned the same worried look. I held Lexa in my arms for awhile. It felt good to have her in my arms and just comfort her. The most badass tought girl collapsed in crying in my arms strange right?

"Awww is sombody sad" I looked up and saw Octavia I glared at her telleg her to back the fuck off

"Dont look at me like that Blakie" she smirked.  I looked over at Costia she had a angry look on her face same as me. Lexa was still in my arms not looking at Octavia.

"Come on Lexie you cant be sad over whats her name" Octavia laughed as Ontari and Anya walked up beside her. They were pretty much her side kicks. 

"Thats it" I stood up letting go of Lexa and shoved Octavia back stepping in front ofher blocking her from Lexa

"Ooo Blakie has got attitude" Octavia said stepping closer to me. I shoved her back harder now to where she fell down

"Oh you shouldnt have done that" she said standing back up shaking it off. Little dose she know ive been practicing my fighting tactics.

She threw a punch i easily doged. I looked her in the eyes grabbing her collar like she did to me weeks earler and pinned her agianst the wall.

I talked in a queit voice so only she could hear me "Now let me get somthing clear to you. Talk to Lexa like that ever agian you will not like the ending" i said anger clearly showing in my voice. I turned around just now noticing that all eyes were on us. I held onto Octavias collar still not loosing my group and turned around not letting go of her.

"Enjoy the show did you" i yelled over the crowd "Shows over" I yelled agian. I turned back to octavia and leaned into her ear "Touch her Ill kill you" with that i let go of her collar and walked back over to Lexa who was now sitting up looking at me

"lets go back to our room" Costia said standing up all eyes still on us

"Ya lets go" I held out my hand for Lexa to take and together we walked back to our room. Costia walked in but before i could Lexa stopped me and pulled me over to the side 

"why did you stick up for me" she said in a low voice

"Becasue i care about you" I addmit i had feeling for Lexa I didnt show it till today wich might not have been a good idea but i a hated Octavia so much it didnt matter.

"You care about me? The nobody in the back of the room. The weird one who never talks to anyone. The one who never openes up to anyone...you care about me?" She said with a low voice

I looked down at the floor "Yes i care about you". Lexa lifted up my chin leaning in and softly pressed her lips on mine "Thank you". she said as she walked into the room leaving me dumbfounded in the hallway alone.

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