I'll Find You

Ch.6

Blakes POV

Two weeks had passed since the whole Octavia inncodent and Lexa had been acting strange ever since. I honestly dont know what happened after Octavia had knocked me out. I only rember waking up with a cut on the side of my cheek.

Lexa hasnt talked to me much lately I dont what happened or what Octavia did to her she just hasnt been the same. 

I had to try and get my mind off of her i had to focus they were sending us out in less then than two months.

I walked over to our usal table in the back just me costia and lexa. I dont think lexa told about what happened to Costia. Whenever lexa looked at me know her eyes would always fill with sorrow.

She should have to be hurt anymore then she already was. She still isn't over Clarke and she blames herself for everything that happened. She dosent deserve this, agian. She has shut all of us out Costia is worried and so am I.

She hasnt really been sleeping either. Instead shed be in the gym punching a punching bag.

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Finally the end of the day rolled around and I went into my small room with Costia.

"Blake has Lexa been talking to you lately?" 

"No not really"

"I dont think shes ok"

"Ya no shit" i raised my voice a little "Sorry that came out wrong"

"No its ok" she said looking back down at her notebook

"Im gonna go talk to her" i said standing up and walking toward the door

"Good luck"

I walked out of the room and towards the boxing room. Just as I had thought Lexa was in there. She stopped steading the bag and looked at me

I couldnt help but look at her firm abs she was strong Octavia was nothig compared to her. Lexa wore a pair of the grey prison jogger and a sports brawl. 

"Hey lex" I said looking back at her emerald eyes

"Hi Blake" 

"Lexa we need to talk" lexa turned back and started hitting the bag agian

"About what''

"You know excatly what" I rasied my eyebrow at her

"A lot of shit happens what do you want" i could tell she was mad but she didnt show it in her voice. I walked over and put my hand on her shoulder. "Lexa"

She stopped and turned to face me I could see her eyes were watery as she held back tears. "Im sorry Blake" she said weakly

"What do you have to be sorry about."

"I dragged you into this mess and I only get people hurt" her voice started to crack. I pulled her into a hug

"You dont have to apologize" We stood there in silence for a minute my arms around lexa and hers around me.

"im sorry" she whispered pulling back. I smiled a little 

"Im always here if you want to talk" she paused for a minute and took a step closer to me

"Im not good at talking" she gently pressed her lips against mine. I pulled back and rested my forehead on hers and took her hand.

"I was wondering when you would do that agian" I smiled and i saw a smile apear on her face. "Now you need to get some sleep" I pulled away from her and released her hand. 

She nodded her head and walked out of the room with me

"Goodnight Lexie" i said as I turned the door knob to my room

"Goodnight Blake" she said as she walked down the hall to her room

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Im sorry for all the short chapters im just having ideas for a diffrent story i dont know how to continue this one ill try though