"YOU DIDNT SAVE ME!! None of you gave a fuck about me and I was left alone for six months with no one but coldness and darkness. You speak so highly of being strong? You couldn't protect your sister from being kidnapped and used like the marijuana y...
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Sara
Even if Jack didn't really insinuate that the date was cancelled I still went, hoping he'd have the decency to double check whether I came or not. Because HE is the one who doubted my loyalty. So by 5;45pm I was all ready and changed, ready to go. I had decided that if he didn't come in half an hour I'd leave. I wore a white sweater and black jeans. I debated whether my hair should be up or down and ended up compromising with side platt. It'd be easier to eat that way. I guess. If I was going to eat.
I didn't want to ask whether we split the bill or if he'd pay for the entire meal for being a Jack Ass. Haha get it. Jack-Ass
But I took some money just in case. No tub ice cream for a month, Sara...
Mikhail stayed with me and we watched Game of Thrones until 2pm. He was long gone now. He didn't really like GoT, he doesn't know what he's in for. I covered his eyes during the nudity parts and he would giggle and question my motives. Relaying to me he's seen much more than a girls chest. I won't lie, I was upset and on a tiny weenie level hurt. But boys are boys.
Porn comes second nature to them. The desperate nature of men to feel the wetness of a woman. Ridiculous. God's curse to man is Lust and Greed.
His giggles were cute though, so I'll let it slide. When I told him I was going out with Jack, he didn't say much. Just nodded and walked out the door. Is this his house already? He treats everything as if it's his birth right.
Then I remembered, he's from a gang.
I expected to wait for a longtime, imagining that Jack is angry and frustrated I left him like that.
Walking into the steak joint, holding my purse tightly I located an empty table...right next to whipped cream and his friends and a bunch of girls. Great! Embrace the sarcasm
"You here to join us Sara?", the tanned one from last time asked. Smiling, I shook my head and gave him silent eye contact. Putting my purse down, I slid into my seat.
And now my watch begins.
After two minutes the lady came and asked if I was ready to order, I noticed her pink eyeshadow and thick eyelashes. I asked for water and told her I was waiting for a friend. Hopefully this isn't a place that kicks you out for not buying anything. The group behind me were so loud, with their gossiping and cheap pick up lines. Lines like 'hey sexy I saw you this one time doing this blah blah blah and now I'm blah blah blah for you'. Oh please he saw your thighs and got hard. End of story.
6:45pm: "Sara, I don't think Jack is coming. You really should join us", one of the girls said, I faced her to observe who it was. Emily from arts. Her maroon crop top worked well with her figure. Because I was firm a Russian I didn't have showy outfits. In my next life, god please make me reborn in Brazil.
