Minecraft- This is my home.

Chapter 13- Not so sparkling Captain.

Jordan POV-

I closed my door, and I fell to my knee's and cryed. Wondering why? Well see, I'm bi, and in love with Ryan, and he was in love with his girlfriend. I took a piece of iron and sliced my arm to get rid of the pain. One, two, three and the blood was dripping with the tears falling from my eyes. Why me? Why did it have to be me. I think I lost half a heart. Fixed my arm up and wrapped it up in some leather. Still crying, I went to bed. And then he came.

Your not worth it Jordan.

I know.

He'll never love you.

I know.

Being bi is wrong.

Shut up you.

No. Go kill yourself.

Then then he left. Your like, what's going on. Well, I have this voice in my head that drives me insane. It's like my bully. Only, there's no escape. I don't know his name. He came after I found out I like Ryan, a few months after we became best friends. He will hurt me mentally. And physically. And it's back.

Go kill yourself. Now.

No.

Yes, your not worth it, you are a mistake. Your "friends" are fake. You have no friends.

I know, go away.

No go kill yourself.

I hesitated. Then I got up. I wrote a note to everyone. Apologizing for being the mistake I am.

I closed the door, looking at it one more time. The wind making my tears chill up. I sighed and walked to the cliff near the houses. All the creepers, zombies, endermen and other creepy crawlies of the dark, all at the bottom of the cliff.

Good boy, now jump.

I tried, but something in me tells me not to.

Jump.

I tried again, not working.

JUMP ALREADY!!!

I jumped, ready to feel the ground collide with my body, bringing my death.

Mid air I felt a pair of arms grab me.

"JORDAN!?!?!" Said Ryan's voice.

Ryan's POV-

I went out to grab some fresh air, only to see my love almost jumping of the cliff. I ran as fast as I can. Screaming his name, I grabbed his arm before he fell. He turned to me. I saw his puffy red eyes, tears and blood on his arm. I pulled him into a hug.

As we were hugging, I saw Rob, Saiyara, Mitch, Tabi, Sky, Mercedes and Bodil. Rob looked at the cliff, then to Jordan, then back to the cliff. "Was he?..." He asked. I nodded. Saiyara, Tabi, Mercedes had tears coming out of their eyes. Sky, Bodil, Mitch and Rob were in shock. We all got in a group hug.

Then Jordan fainted. Blood loss.

Mercedes took him, gave him some blood. Everyone else sleeping, just me and Jordan. I need to know why he did this to himself.

If it's the last thing I do.....

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Depressing much? Sorry, I'm going through something personal, but I gave you something. :) anyway, goodbye my Chaipies!

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