Minecraft- This is my home.

Chapter 14- Love's a B***h.

Jordans POV-

Everyone hates me. So why did he come back for me? I remember some thing. Ryan screamed my name. He saved my life. So that must mean he cares. I also remember losing alot of blood. Oh, so thats why I can't see anything.

You should've jump of sooner. He only saved you because he didn't want the others blaming for his death.

"Dangit! I thought you would've left."

Well you thought wrong, didn't you Jordan? He'll never love you. Being bi is wrong. Go like a female.

"No, no i won't. You can't control me. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU'RE B.S.! "

Thats when I woke up.

Ryans POV-

I sat next to his bed. I went outside to keep my mind of of him. Yes, i liked Jordan. I never told him, i was scared he would think of me a ugly, bi freak. A million thoughts run through my mind when he opens his eyes.

I stared at him. Then we hugged. A bro hug. It's not weird.

"Jordan, w-why?" I asked with tears threatning to spill from my eyes. Tears feel different when they're pixalated.

He looked at me. Then, to stall me, he took a budder apple and ate it. Well, now i know i know he won't kill himself again.

"W-why?" I asked again. Thats when he started crying.

"Why?" I asked him sternly, at the same time comforting him. When he calmed down, he spoke, well more like mumbled.

"Love's a b***h" he said.

"What happened?" I asked, hoping that didn't bug him. It was starting to turn dawn. Everyone still asleep.

"I can't do this. Ryan, why are asking? Why do you care so much about me? I'm not worth it." Those words made my heart drop.

"Whats going on?" I asked one last time.

He was silent. Then he spoke. "I'm in love with you. Okay. There! I said it. I bet you don't want to talk to me anymore."

I did the unthinkable. Kissed him. He responded with enthusiasm. I never felt like this with Kimberly (Ryans ex-girlfriend in this book) I pulled away. He stared at shock.

"All this time?" he whispered.

"Always." It was silent, except for the burning zombies. Mercedes came in with some food. Not wanting to bother, she left silently. Sky and the rest of then were just starting to wake up.

Jordan's POV-

Ryan was staring out the window. "Let me see your arm." He asked me. I sat there motionless. I can't show him. Not now. He'll Hate me. "Show me your arm." He asked me, this time looking at me, with dry tears on his cheeks. I still didn't move. He grabbed my arm, pulled my sleeve. He stared in shock. Tears are spilling like Niagara Falls from my eyes.

"Promise me you'll stop. Please don't do this to yourself. It hurts me to see you hurt."

I sat there silently. "I promise." I said, knowing well that that stupid voice will eventually make me.

"Good." Then he hugged me. "I love you Jordan." My stomach is full of budderflies. (See what I did there ;))

"I love you too Ryan, nothing can stop me from loving you." I told him.

"Me too."

Silence again, then, "Will you go out with me?" he asked.

"Of course!"

I was happy again. That darn voice can just go die in hole! I got out of my bed. Then I jumped into Ryan's arms, knocking down some bowls of mushroom stew, dropping a few stone tools on top of my chest.

"Ryan, promise me you'll never let me go?"

"Promise."

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