what have I become?!..

dream or a nightmare..

after dinner I tried to sleep, even though I couldn't, I kept thinking about the house, I was very curious to know more, as I lay on my bed it was so soft.. felt like never leaving it, before you even know I fell asleep, or was it?!

I saw a boy or was it a man?!, he looked young but old, he looked really nice had shoulder length hair, then I remembered he was the same man who dragged me out of the mysterious house, he came to the window, as if he was floating, knocked on the glass lightly.. loud enough for me to hear it, not too loud not too soft, he asked if he could come in, but all I could think was..
"how is he doing it?!"..
"is he really flying?!"..
I went near the window, shaking inside, this time he asked if I could open the window, I asked "why?!..",
but he said he couldn't say it out here, it's too dangerous..
I opened the window half way and knelt, one hand on my knee and one on the window pane, he came close, I asked if he was flying, but he said he was floating, I thought to my self "it's so not funny.." (I rolled my eyes in my head), I kept quiet and listened to him, he said "the world is slowly going to transform into something different, something unusual, it's better if you'd wait your turn", I loudly asked him "my turn?!..", I looked down, I was really freaking out this time, it felt worse, worse than my parents lecturing me..

I thought my heart was going to come out of my chest the way it was beating(not to sound too dramatic but n if anyone tells you stuff like this ig you might have a similar reaction.. maybe, right?), I said "what does that even mean?!..", but it was too late..
he flew standing the same way he arrived, facing me, I've never felt this scared before, what do I do?